Bittersweet Candy Bowl

Woo, new page. sorry, had to move things along

Yeah I have never broken anything luckilly but I am talking about the bones coming out of body you know it is more painful I am sure but I am not speaking about this shit it is always a point of view

37. Now, my story. After a short time in the USAF, I was stationed at the airfield in Charleston, WV, along with Chris and Rob, two high school buddies. A quad-engine jet set down on the field with supplies, which were offloaded. Just before he left, Chris was tasked with an external inspection, and Rob with an internal. Rob was making his way to the cockpit to tell the pilot, but before he could, the Pilot gunned the engine to take off. Chris was sucked into the engine and was torn to no less than 20 pieces (that was recovered). The accident severed a fuel line, which caught fire, and traveled to the tanks. The aircraft detonated with the fuel tanks, and killed all three people aboard. I knew Chris and Rob’s wives and kids, so guess who had to tell them what happened? Who had to see those faces, and apologize for something he could never correct? Who had to stand there and helplessly watch the whole thing, and helped to pick up what was left of his friends? I found out after a while that the pilot had been rushed through his training with the help of family in the top brass. The co-pilot was a trainee under the “prodigy” pilot, so he didn’t know anything at all about the situation. If I find out who this family member was, I will break his neck myself, and take the punisment without a single regret.

Now That Sucks. Sorry to hear it man
I have bad family history but htat only pretains to my family, not the family of people i know or having to give them “the news”

It happened a long time ago. While I still mourn this loss, I refuse to allow it to prevent me from living my life. That isn’t to say that the first month after didn’t haunt me relentlessy, to the point I literally could not sleep or be alone in a dark room, I eventuall learned to live my life in memory of those lost to me, and hope for the best.

Sorry to hear that and even more sorry to say point of view that is emotionally painful not physically if we speaking about emotionally yea I got something but not so heavy more like a point of view

“Salute” May the past never drag us down and may we contenue to move forward.

Dude damn it shit like this makes me think twice before chosing to be a US marine soldier >_>

What saddens me is not losing someone but seeing people suffer and not understand it is just natural I do not really know about human life I try to live my life without being serious cause I want my life to e fun live it to the fullest love, action, pain and die without regrets doing my job if I do become a marine with honor

Marines: the best of the best, also known as the bullet catchers

Indeed. Physically, I had my leg completely crushed once. Car wreck, and I still cannot go through the airport metal detector without medical papers. 60 pins, one large rod, and other assorted attachers as were needed.
@Noir: It’s one hell of an achievement, to be sure.
@lark: Stow that. I don’t have many hot buttons, but degrading in any way the armed forces, that’s the big one.

ooh, thats gotta hurrrrt.

Not to be a dick but can you still bend your knee?

I was not degraiding, just used a inside joke that the armed froces use. The army calles them that, i’ve talked to a few of them

yeeeaaaa look at the bright side dude you have a car (trust me in my point of view I am thinking on something stupid that would be awsome but nvm me in the night I normally in parties stay with 20 diff girls before the night is over and or just not take anything seriously sorry guys

I actually didn’t feel it for the first three days, but as the painkillers wore off and the shock subsided, I could not move from where I was in any way. Any movement below my chest enough pain for me to pass out within 30 seconds. It was miserable.
@Noir: No vehicle at 37 would be one hell of a slap in the face. I was 29 when it happened.

Has any of you gotten your heart broken by the love of your life that you can not stop thinking about and just feel down and that you can not live?

I have but have never gone that far into dispair.

When it happened i drank for two days of numbness, after that much time had gone the worst of the feelings had left but i was still in deep. So i shut down my feelings and became cold for a wile and slowly opened my heart to let the feelings in little by little and eventuly became more then the pain.

I once loved a girl so fiercely that I fought my dad (physically) over her. I then found out she was sleeping with her brother.

I am in dispair my first real love and the first girl that actually makes mennervous and damn it is so hard to speak to her without getting stuck and shes gonna date someone and I will be depressed cause I have been depressed for weeks damn when I see her happy i just wish I could make her that happy damn and then The tears come to
my eyes
@Nero fought physically?
yes it is normal cause we both have anger probs and i am able to beat him but I am respecful I kno i will someday lose control

I have not tried breaking my wrists

fine, I think I see the problem. I was using this for random chats rather like cleverbot but you can finish what you start. You guys use it for somthing else, somthing slower pace. I’l have to watch you guys talk for awile because the intenet is not a sorce of intelegent conversation and I am not trained in your ways.

some one was talking about us being immature.
from Maj. Tom (Nero) LOD didn’t help matters either.People that come in here to piss others off aren’t random.
from Maj. Tom (Nero) Please guys, enough. I’m tired of it. I’m older than probably all of you, respect me, dammit.

You guys are kind of hypocrites
from (nameless) And in other news….stuff
from fff H-Oh, I see you guys are busy. Excuse me.
from Lark90 Alright Noir, wanna hear the graphic details of what i do with this peircing?
from Noir what piercing and where

I don’t understand what the next to are talking about
from Noir 10 This is a random chat too and you don’t see people angry ar something
from Lark90 Thats why we bitch about it

this is the contradiction that caused what most of you seem to think of as a fiasco
from Lark90 not when other people are trying to have a legit conversation.
from Noir @Lark if it is legit it ain’t random now is it

Good day

Shannon has been like soothing balm to my heart. Just do an all or nothing Noir bet it all and see what happenes

He beat my ass quite soundly… I wasn’t much of a fighter in high school. I thought about suicide, but realized they would have won that way, so I made something of myself.
@MOBD: Well, that’s a dandy idea. Learn by watching. Now then, Random chat is for people to be themselves, not trying to hard. We come here to discuss matters without worrying about a topic, not to be overly stupid. Case in point: Jerk’s issues with his girl.

Random XD
I practice 6 martial arts i am a bodybuilder I know how to shoot guns and fight with knifes and I have strong character

Remeber: you only get what your willing to lose

I am willing to lose my life in such case and love if I can only win it ^_^

I fight now with a mix of Tang Soo Do and boxing. I haven’t met anyone I couldn’t beat, but I’m too old to fight for fun anymore. Not to mention the rather cramped space that isn’t too great for throwing punches.

wanna see a pic of me

Then bet it, don’t hold back. Lay yourself open. At this point you have nothing to lose and everything to gain. one tip though, don’t be a manwhore. Prove to her she is the only one and not just one of the numbers

And don’t brag about how many women you have taken to the movies in one day. Make her feel one of a kind.

I am not a man whore i just have fun with my female
friends I just cannot have a serious relationship it is hard for me but I am actually trying for this one I rlly love

I am not bragging i was asking how the fuck did I end up here

If your going to react to me figuring out what I did wrong then say somthing about your own retardedness.
repeat
from (nameless) And in other news….stuff
from fff H-Oh, I see you guys are busy. Excuse me.
from Lark90 Alright Noir, wanna hear the graphic details of what i do with this peircing?
from Noir what piercing and where

spamming seems perfectly normal when you look at this

Thats how you get them, by making them feel that out of all the girls in the world, they are special and the only one in your world

I make them feel like we are gonna have fun and our moments, in a way I make them feel special but in the end we are just friends

Exept this one is actually hard cause I really like her and I wanna get serious T_T

How did you fuck up? 4-6 girls!!!! way to make a girl feel specail

Then first, Ditch The Other Girls

Thats a BIG part of geting seriose making ONE girl yours and all the other are offlimetes

lol we aren’t going as a date just as friends I just give moments guys 4-6 I am like invite your friends and they just invite more girls NOT A FUCKING DATE JUST FRIENDS


The one I like still dunno I like her but all the others do know and they also know how much I am suffering mayb that explains where all the others came from >_> anyways I wanna meet her better before asking her out we just met

@MOBD: Those are people who have been here for a bit, and nothing particularly heavy was going down. They have contibuted usefully before so they have that right, and know when it is time for that stuff. Now then, learn how to be an RCer, and DO NOT call me retarded, or get out. your choice.

To a girl, don’t matter. to them that still leaves potental for that other girl to get you, even if there is no way in hell

I said “say somthing about your own retardedness”
Every one has retardedness, not just you.
And you werent in that list!

magical whatchu speaking about U confuzzle me @_@

Eh. Seven new pages. Congratulations, everyone. ^_^

I do not think I like your tone, mister. It was merely a warning.
@ILB: good whatever-time-it-is-now. You have visited this thread on a dark day indeed, in which it has reached it’s last vestiges of hope; negotiations have collapsed, and we stand on the brink of a war so great, that it makes WWII look like children squabbling over a toy.

And not just “we’re going to have fun” specail but “your the center of my universe” specail

Tell him ILB

@ Noir If you have read The last five or so pages that would help.

we are friends u guys -_-
I WILL BECOME A MANWHORE IF I DO THAT TO ALL 6

I’m talking about the one your after, i already said don’t bother with the rest

Alright, I am worn out. I need sleep. Until I wake.

Yea the one I like i just met her but I am sure she is special but I cant just make her think i am rushing shit i wanna become a good friend before that and all the others are my friends so I can not just forget them

The way i got my ex (even though in the end it didn’t work out) I knew she was big into Twilight so i got a set of “couple” rings and outside of art class i pulled out the box, opened it, and asked “Would you be my girl?” Nobody else around, just me and her. She freaked and she had to tell all our friends. “sigh” good times

Be a little spontainios, be a little random. Anyways, from my expeirionce, if you become friends first theres a good chance that she’ll see you as big brother and once that happens, kiss all chances of it working good bye

Shoulden’t this be under the romance topic?
Oh, wait!
is that what a rc is?
It is like awhole bunch of topics that people deside about as they talk, one after anouther.
seems inefisiant but I guess this is the format for starting a conversation when you dont have an idea.

but it is also random so it is in the right topic ^_^
Ima go sleep night guys

Is that a yes or a no?(re read above)