Bittersweet Candy Bowl

Ever feel the need to just rage? to vent and just get your anger out? I do right now so I’mma making a topic. I put NSFW for language.

Goddam mother fucking glue guns, twice in two nights, fuck that hurts like a mother fucking bitch, FUUUUUUUUCK.

That`s all from me for now.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC CCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK MY LIFE I HAVE THE WORST FUCKING DUMBASS LUCK WITH TECHNOLOGY T_T
EVERYTHING I NEED THATS USEFUL BREAKS ON ME FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK


like that? >.> i raged like that last night at my scanner XD it will print anything but the scanner part won’t work… keeps telling me “no usb found” what a lame lame thing it is D=

Just play some video games with me, you’ll get enough raging.

actually i don’t rage at games.. i mean i get frustrated when something doesn’t go like i wanted to, but everyone does lol… i just don’t get mad cause i know its just a game and im bound to lose to someone xD

Vent? Who the hell vents? We all know that intense repression is all we need. And then the pressure builds up, just boil quietly and have your emotion diffuse outward.

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I mostly just repress and forget anyways.

……Ace? are you a dorment or extinct volcano? because I’m getting some weird readings on the Frustrate-O-Meter. Have you tried a punching bag?

Nope.
I read books.

WHAT! I CAN’T BELIEVE IT!!! I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE!!??!!

Games are makin me fucking Rage! I’m pissed off at how the only games being made are FPS’s that have little to no story and take like 6 hours to beat. WHAT HAPPENED TO FUN PLATFORMERS!? WHY ARE THERE SO FEW GOOD FANTASY GAMES ANYMORE!? GRAWWWWWR!

Because FPS is the beeeeeest.

Go play FF13. I promise it will kill your soul. I only had to stop playing because of Halo Reach beta/ FINALS

My PS3 suffered a yellow light of death! I just got word back that’s its beyond repair, I can’t even kill my soul with FF13 now.

EDIT: But I do have a working N64, I suppose their are other ways to kill my soul.

Waking up early is the pits bro

I rage at games all the time….god damn campers….

I beat FFXIII, and got the platinum trophy in it. I WANT MORE PLATFORMERS AND MORE FANTASY GAMES!

*grrr*
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I’m not angry ¬_¬

Here I go:

I’m depressed. I hate how despite getting A’s, B’s, and C’s last semester, finals had to come along and I bombed them. This brought my grades down to D’s and expelled me from the school since I was already on academic probation. And now, my parents are pissed off at me, I have to enroll at a community college, and I now have no future whatsoever to do the things that I want for a living. My freedoms have been cut and now I live with my parents again. And I stupidly sent a text to Taeshi and Souppy to the number that they gave me when I picked them up from the airport last semester and now I’m afraid that I sounded really creepy and ARGH! because I then started crying to myself because they were the first people I thought of telling that I wouldn’t be online as much as I used to, and then I cried even more because I was worrying about what internet friends would think and then I cried some more because real life people from high school- the same ones who made fun of me and hated me- would find out about my situation and make community college hell for me and I’ll be stuck with them for at least another four years unless if I just run away to another country and make a new life for myself there.

Woah I’m sorry to hear thats happened to you Gabriel.
I hope you can start getting good grades again and get your head out of th gutter.
Also hope those asshole bullies stay the hell away from you. You don’t need that kind of thing.
You shouldn’t worry about your internet peeps though I’m sure they won’t judge you for it.
I sure as hell won’t

I still think what I did was creepy, though.

Creepy?
Sure your using the right word there?

I’ll just paraphrase i heard something that was funny but still true.

“Dear KFC:

Fuck you for making a sandwich that has no bread, has as much calories and fat as a Big Mac, and is so DELICIOUS THAT I WANT ANOTHERRRRRR!!!!

Also you burned my potato wedges.”

@Jacob: I was talking about the texting. I put some heartfelt stuff in there…

Ok but I don’t see why.
Nothing wrong with needing to let it out even in text and even to random people.
Getting it out was is main thing in my opinion.

Jesus christ, I have an exam tommorow and i can’t even concentrate. Me and 9 others in my class got “disciplinary action” taken against us and not one of us knows why. I’m so fucking frazzeled. We’re trying frantically to contact teachers and people who may know why, but Jesus christ I hate the school system and their fucking timing.

Huh that sounds exactly like a guy I know named Rory….

My sister is a fucking cunt, and if she gets hit by a car while walking to the park tonight, I emphatically would not give a shit.

Wait, you’re being punished in school, but they won’t tell you why?

The exact message:

“Dear Dylan,

Pursant to our telephone conversation, I am confirming your appointment time:

Monday, May 17, 2010 3:30pm Student Services (C 203)

Respectfully,

(Name edited out)
Student Life Adviser ”

I didn’t even get a phone call! A few people did though and apparently weren’t able to get any more information than me. This is so fucking idiotic! so Goddam pissed right now!

Here’s a thought: Don’t show up.





….Student Life Adviser? Are you fucking serious? That alone makes me want to punch someone.

I’m tempted to, I don’t even have school on Monday.

Adviser for to Make Glorious Benefit of Student Lives.

Well I know why now, some of my classmates had their meeting today. Cyberbullying. I feel like shit, I know exactly when it was and I never meant anything by it. But having been bullied through my entire elementary I just feel like shit that I said anything that could be taken so badly

Man that sucks, school can be a bithc, back in my high school days a freind of mine made a joke about shooting people and i was joking to be honest and then a week later colubine happened. i had the enitre high school turn against me, not my freind me over a stupid joke. got my ass kicked regularly, had to cops interview me and im freaked out by confrontation as is and here i am not doing anything and i got the cops on my ass ovr a joke between me and a freind. shit highschool was hell explain why i didnt love my virginity until i was 222, also explain why i havent had a real girlfreind other than waht was discused in the romance post. shit people in my hometown still spread shit about there and used to chick thing at me from cars, fucking glass coke bottles hrt against your head at 60 an hour fuck!!!. terrified of everything back then, didnt help that all my freinds from gradeschool were only my freinds because i had a pool, found that out during the last year if it when they decided kicking the crap out of me was funner than the pool. then that got boring so they just held me down and invited the younger kids to attack me. fuck school scked for me. It was a crappy school my grade school so if people were more popular the you or had better grades they were listed to more so no one gave a shit. fuck glad i made i though both those schools, thing got better after that a bit though, people still would shout, Hey unibomber and chuck things at me though to this very day, glad i moved.

so in conclusion school sucked, and be carefull what you say some people will twist it to their own needs, and shit

dont even get me started on my dad thats enough bitching out of me, shit no wonder i cant talk to people huh

Yeah, so….two weeks ago, I made a stop at one of the better local antique malls (a straight dude, under 30, who goes to antique shops? Get outa here!), and there were a couple things that caught my eye. One of these items was a very small hand plane. Building a boat is on my “Shit I should do in my lifetime, why haven’t I done this alread?” list. I would like to take care of that item sometime this year, and I have small hands, so a very small plane would be of great help. I also found a moka pot for $3, which I have an immediate use for. A new one goes for 25 bones, or at least that I’ve seen, so that was a no-brainer. I hadn’t been paid yet, and even though the hand plane was only and additional $3, I decided hey, this time I’ll go ahead and do the responsible, adult thing, and hold off on the purchase. I mean it’s not like I neeed it, right? So I sort of hide the thing underneath some junk (screw the other customers), and hope for the best. Next friday comes along, still not paid. Well, ok. Today, payday…but I had a meeting first thing, whatever. I go back over in the late afternoon.
Turns out it was just purchased this morning.

ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

I REALLY hate it when I miss a purchase, especially so if I JUST miss a purchase. I just pisses me right the fuck off.

Now it’s 5 o’clock, and the place is closing, which par for the course with with antique places….considering it’s mostly old people that patron them (by the by, if I so much as SUSPECT anyone is about to mention the word “antiquing”, I am just going to lose my shit). Ok, I knew the plane might be gone by now, the place is closed, plan B time. On the way home I was gonna ask about a karmann ghia that had showed up in the front lot of a salvage yard near my house. It’s not like I’d have any place to put the thing…or that I could afford to fix it up….but hey I’m not likely to see one in my area again….

Turns out the place closes at FIVE…

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I LIVE IN A CITY WITH A QUARTER OF A MILLION PEOPLE, WHY DOES EVERYTHING THAT ISN’T A FRANCHISE CLOSE AT 5 LIKE IT’S SOME PISSANT VILLAGE IN THE BOONDOCKS?

AND THERE WERE SOME PUNS I WAS GONNA WORK IN HERE BUT I LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. FUCKSHIT.

@Taeshi: Get me over to Australia.

Venting eh, well lets see. Hmm, generally not good with this.

I do know how the school thing can go though. I’ve been doing fairly well in college and what not. The finals came around I worried myself sick but I held in there. But heres the real kicker, I did damn well and they up and tell me i owe them $2672 or I can’t graduate. It was a frigin pal grant for starters I shouldn’t owe them a dime. Come to find out my records were mixed up with another students, and now I’ve been fighting to pass the semester for the last fucking three months!

Ah that felt nice, I feel better. Oh and to Taeshi, I’m so jealous, if I could live anywhere in the world it would be Australia. It’s such a beautiful place.

I’ve had a 14 hour work day every day this week, but it probably shouldn’t count because it’s between two jobs. I have to spend all morning and afternoon in a horrifically banal and tedious day job but get to spend the nights at my internship with an indie film company.

LOL tired.

It seems another booth owner in the same damn mall bought the hand plane, and is now selling if for 5 times as much…….

Someone is going to get punched in the throat if I ever meet them in a dark alley.

I am so pissed right now. Turns out even the school knows that the cyberbullying charge is complete BS, but the accuser has them by the nards, so they have to punish us. He just wants to use this s an opportunity to get a medical incomplete on the courses he’s failing. (Basically he is claiming that we psychologically injured,whi threw off his studying him so now the classes he’s failing will be labelled as incomplete due to medical purposes, instead of fails). Even the counsellor is admitting he’s abusing the system but that they can’t do shit about it. Fortunately they won’t put anything in our permanent record because of this, we just have to do a written apology, apologiser to his face and do 20 hours of community service to the college. There’s something else I want to do to his face right now, and it sure as hell isn’t apologising.

Quick! Call me a homo! I don’t think I passed all my classes last semester!

…they’re actually making shit out of “cyberbullying” now? Jesus mother humping cheeerist. So glad I got out of school before all this PC bullshit started.

Keep getting screwed by others half-assed work and have to fix Major problems as a result! Not just coworkers, law enforcement, insurance group, teachers, etc. FFFUUUUCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!

a few years ago i got some bad news about my nephews(my sister is 37 and my brother is 31 my sister has 4 children,3 of which are now in her custody which is bad because she’s insane,2 boys 2 girls,both girls are in her custody along with one of the boys,and she’s married to a hillbilly that doesnt want a job or care for a job and smokes around the kids,so thats bad enough)that they were being abused by their step-mother,and their dad was too much of a pussy to do shit about it so when derrek told me about it(one of my nephews 12 years old now)i was pissed ,and i told my brother and he told cps but cps didnt do shit,after i told my parents what was happening they went to cps,but cps still didnt do shit and eventually cps just fucking closed the case.



that was back in 2008 and more recently my sister got custody of one of the boys but its still not a good thing,the abusing has stopped but it still pisses me off that cps didnt do anything,they just wasted our time /end rant

DAMN MOTHERFUCKIN’ FLIES!!! THEY ARE THE FLIES FROM HELL!!! DAMN THEM!!

*ahem* Explanation: HUGE-mungous flies are invading my home. Damn you, late May.

Fucked my bacxk up at work last night lifting all the heavy shit cause the boss has a fucked up shoulder and the other guy didnt show up! Fell like flame dicked monkioes are violating my spine while bashing me in the hip with a wombat!!!!