Bittersweet Candy Bowl

So family problems, neighbor problems, sudden realization that my environment is holding me back from reaching my goals, blah blah blah blah.

What’s eating you, and how are you dealing with it?

Right now? The fact that I’m temporarily cut off from my real life friends (no offense intended, really ^_^) and my, well, (unreciprocated) crush.

I more or less deal with it by thinking that I’ll meet them again. And by smiling. ^_^

@WHF: So a big bear is eating you and you’re doing things?

@ILB: why would I take offense to “cut off”? I’m not the self-mutilating type. And good luck with your crush. I haven’t felt that emotion in forever.

That poor ho.

@Gabriel: I didn’t mean it like that, really, I didn’t. I was afraid that “my real-life friends” might be interpreted as “my only friends”, and I really like being here with you guys, too. ^_^

Well, just trying to get recognized without sounding desperate.
Hence sometimes the reason I draw.

@ILB: Pfft. Don’t worry about that. Pssh. Friends are friends regardless of location.

@whf: Is he any good? LOL

its not bad actually lmao

I can’t leave the house because I have a permanent case of diarrhea that has advanced to the stage where I’ll have to give myself shots like a diabetic or have another six inches of intestines removed. I haven’t seen a single one of my real life friends in over a month and my best friend has stopped answering her phone entirely because she thinks I’m too negative. The pain gets worse every day and no one will prescribe me any painkillers. The only connection I have from whom I can buy them illegally is missing.

And that’s why I’m emo.

i would try to give advice but im not sure what you have tried to do yet
i would continue calling doctors or at least try and contact someone to give you help: family members/ close friends etc

also everyone on skype is convinced i am getting trolled right now

yea i think jerk is lying :

@ Kariz: Think what you want, I don’t give a shit either way. I’m just trying to give Gabe a perspective.

i do think what i want… lol not saying it should effect you in a negative way : / im just fessing up to my own thoughts. <.< but if its true then sorry man and good luck with life

Why do you have it so, Jerk? It makes me feel bad about even thinking of joking with you. ^_^

^_^

Not even WebMD is sure, except there ain’t no cure.

dude that is horrible !

Yeah…I didn’t even know about the bacteria-drilling-holes-through-me-like-termites thing until just now…

My uncle died a few months ago… ‘little bummed about that.

@Jake I’m really sorry to hear that.

Well the fact that I’m not that tall.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDF5HNzzHVA (me fighting)
And also the fact that normally I’d be a casanova but this days I’ve failed like te biggest hardest fail ever. (no the fail wasn’t not getting girls the fail was the girls I got, they where nice but somethings just made it a fail)

@Noir
Eh… he died because of drug overdose. As far as I’m concerned, he was just another junkie…

And size dosen’t matter, spirit is what makes a fighter! Keep training and you WILL be a champ someday!

LOL indeed size dun matter there’s this guy in my class whos smaller than me maybe by a sm but he beats up even the black belts and hes fucking yellow belt he is a total kickass lol he is 1 yr older than me and does weigh lifting just like me

guys i shall raise a drink to your troubles and the eventual resolution of them.

emo…emo…emo…

yeah iv’e got a few things to be all emo about, im 26 and only had one sorta girlfreind (discussedin the love story thread) so theres that, still cant bring myself to talk to women because i get all shy and confused when i do, not used to or good at talking to women or people in general which is terrible because im lonely as hell and it gets harder everyday just to get out of bed, some days are better than other and i’ll admit talking to people on this site has helped alot but still i’ll occasionaly wake up a night when i reach for someone who inst there and just fuckin break down at times. Can happen when i see all sorts of happpy people in crowds too so that sucks. let see what else…i have no skills at pretty anything…had some trouble in highschool i discussed in an erlier thread so i had to worry more about suriviveing with my mind in tact and never figured out what i was good at so im pretty much stuck in deadend jobs untill the day i die, im worried about turning into my angry drunk dad so i get incrediably freaked out if i raise my voice into a yell because people say i look and sound just like him when he was younger so theres that. also when people talk loudly or confront me i tend to get horribly frightened because they remind me of my dad, he’s just pathetic these days, love the old bastard but reallly, really dont like him.

yeah my life can suck at times but somehow i still keep getting up and going about my day

Sorry to hear that goldwulf if u got a skype maybe i could help
I’m trying to study psychology in 10th grade and maybe I could give u some advices
if ur the dude in the pics then use that hat it will help XD

yeah thats me in the hat, i appreciate the concern, skypes a no i downloaded it today and my it slowed my comp down to shit levels so i deleated it m again appreciate the concern

i think that anyone who is “emo” and openly talks about being “emo” is not really depressed but just looking for attention

What do you call deadned job?
You finished highschool?
I think speaking with girls can be harsh but start speaking about simple things like Hi, how are you, introduce tell her what you like, if you have friends try asking them for advice on those things and when you get free time and you are stressed party with someone or do something, I don’t really advice drinking alchohol or doing drugs they don’t help (can’t speak bout alchohol since I drink, but I know drugs don’t help) Well what else, lets break your probs into dif things like Job/ Love/ Life try to do that and it will become easier make a list of what you haveta fix about yourself like losing weight, not forgetting the hat, do excersise, etc. ummmm yea pretty much that could help if I missed anythign say it and I’ll tryta find a solution.

yeah finsished highschool, tried college but couldent figure out what i was good at so just choose at random because the parent threatened to kick my ass out if i didnt go to college, lasted half a term before i quit because i didnt get what the hell i was doing, and just been working since, only had a couple of freinds and theyre on the other end of the country and have moved on in life but im trying to get out there at least so it’s not too bad, thanks for listening

Well I’m getting a harsh time cause of my friends things and how they just wanna move far away from me cause I make a hella distraction (what the inteligent ones say) and the others just like well they just know we won’t end up in same universities so they gave up on the idea of taking friends I’m getting those probs too.
Well what is your job at the moment?
Any more guys work in the same spot if that is so why not try to speak with ‘em have fun and all, ummmm I think I mig do well at psychology class lol

Got a new prob I dun have much ppl in skype
Juandasamara is my skype add me D:

What is it with everyone going emo lately? I mean you guys, my real life mates. What is bloody up? There’s only two things I’m annoyed about. No job and lack of parties. But I wouldn’t call myself emo and fill it all over the net…

Oh wait…

I never said I was unhappy. ^_^

I’m not emo in any way for any reason ever. I’ve dealt with family death, friend removal, ex-fiances trying to bug me down, and living on my own without any money.

Like I give a fuck, I don’t have time to be emo.

hardcore dude FUCK FEELINGS

@knight: you know whats up !

I actaully prefer to have feelings, tried to live without em before but couldent prefer to be me even if i have to beemo at times.

and sorry if i went a bit to emo last night just had to get some things off my chest, im happier today, got a nice email from a very good freind back in my home (i guess you could call it that) town and im glad to know that someone who means so much to me still cares….

Yeah no emotions then MANLY!!! BRarrr!! ARRRGG!

Well… Tomorrow will make 2 weeks that i put an end to a 4 years “friendship”. Well, i liked her and all, but, just that was not enough for me and well… it was rotting me from the inside, so, the only thing i thought was right was to just end it but, instead of feeling free, i’m more horrible than i was before and she still moves forward like it was nothing at all. even thought she was a bit down when i saw her again. So. How’s life treating me? Like shit and i feel suicidal today.no shit.

Don’t know if it is a good idea to post this song but looks perfect for the occasion this are the lyrics to a song by 3 Days Grace called Pain Listen to it and tell me what you think

“Pain”

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

You’re sick of feeling numb
You’re not the only one
I’ll take you by the hand
And I’ll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn’t work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I’ve got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you’re wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I’m here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I’m always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you’ll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain



 

Alright, maybe some of you guys misunderstood me.
I’m not emo because I’m -happy- with the fact that I have the gift of life, and am not stuck in Somalia fighting pirates who want to skin me alive.
I live in America, where I have freedoms and opportunities as well as two parents who care about me.

I’m not an emo faggot who cuts himself and writes poetry because my mom didn’t drive me to Hot Topic today.

And to add another point to my already-crowded wall of points, I don’t do what Noir is doing: Spam lyrics to songs that would be hardcore if the lyrics weren’t absolute soulless shit.

You’d think emo kids would like songs that HAVE FEELINGS put into them.

Boy,it sure is a good thing i dont have any reason to be emo,or have time to be emo either..

not that i want to be emo.

Feelings? In songs!? Gasp!!!

Preach it, Knight. Preach it.

Alicia Keyes is singin to my soul right now….

“I know why the caged bird sings
Only joy comes from song
She looks so sad and beautiful
Why not just set her free

So she can
Fly fly fly”

Wow well done knight, emo faggots? you know you don’t have to cut yourself to be emo or all that emo means emotional and that of the lyrics they got a lotta soul they are really good lyrics good band and good singer you know btw this is a thread to say our probs and find if we can help anybody with theirs not about writing about how much we hate something or someone.

Noir gets it.

shut up
you guys are both being bitches and having a bitch argument in a bitch thread
if anyone wants to create a legitimately compelling argument opposing this statement please speak up now

i dont think whf used “bitch” or a variation of that word enough times.

Indeed….

I didn’t understand a thing whf said XD