Bittersweet Candy Bowl

You know that feeling, right? When nothing matters and nothing seems to affect you? That feeling when you feel so bored with everything that you have no idea why anything matters at all? Heck, you could pass by your family being mugged and not care. That feeling?

Well, I was wondering, when was the last time you felt like that? How long did that feeling last? Was it paralyzing indifference? How do you deal with indifference? We’ve all probably felt it.

Now, I would like to point out that this is not necessarily being depressed even though this feeling can accompany a depression. Also, it is not necessarily being a jerkass either.

The end of my Junior year of high school when my GPA fell to 1.33. I had already pledged myself to some volunteer works a couple months earlier and when July came they (physically) forced me to keep the pledge. The work exposed me to some of the lower income areas and the people that lived in them and very soon I ceased to feel indifferent.

hehe happens to me every day lately,bin listening to songs that I usaully don’t,but personally I like this feeling cause it’s my spark to make me draw


- zee artist formally known as seadogs123