Bittersweet Candy Bowl

I find that highly unlikely, but not totally unbelievable. So whats up?

Ah I see. Well thank you for you helpful if slightly depressing advice. I doubt Jerk will remember it in the morning, but it’s true none the less.

and don’t be sad about that because i have come to terms with my own mortality a long time a go and i saw this coming. i’m only glad that my life has had meaning and i will live on through the people i’ve had contact with throughout my life

Thanks, Kazi’s bro. I’m trying to be a man about it. I keep a stiff upper lip when I’m around her. I’m enthusiastic and I don’t go five minutes without telling her how wonderful or sweet or beautiful she is or how much I absolutely love her. Essentially, I guess, anybody can die but putting on that hypothetical timer is just so fatalist.

I never go into memory-kill mode when she’s around but I can’t handle it when she’s not. Night falls, and then it’s just me and depression, so I think “fuck it.” I will never do that as long as she’s awake, but I have to do something to keep myself from dwelling on it while she’s gone.

and getting kazi to kill that fucker for me is an added bonus we both agreed on

don’t think depressing thoughts jerk because she has already or will likely soon come to terms with her own mortality and accept as i have that she will live on through you and be happy with that. if you get that depressed do something that can at least be considered constructive you could study whatever it is that is killing her and try to help find a cure or a delayer or something since even though you probably won’t save her you could prevent the same thing from happening to others. kazi is doing that still since he knows i’m dying and is worrying about our other brother. no one else can die from this but us and its not likely to happen to either of them though.

For what it’s worth, I won’t do anything stupid or untoward. For her, if for no one else.

EDIT: Man, I reply real slow because my brain is slowing down for me.

don’t drug yourself up when you could be thinking of her and enjoying your time. if you really really wanted to you could follow her into the void but i would recommend against it if only for the good you could do for humanity

DON’T TAKE DRUGS THAT AFFECT YOUR BRAIN IF YOU DON’T NEED TO!

Mortality is a state of mind. You live on in a multitude of ways, no matter which you choose to believe. Whether that be through others as Kazi’s bro suggested or spiritually.

Feel free to talk to use about anything, we’re a pretty understanding group even if we’re all a bunch of perves. Well, except ILB that is.

she’s the biggest perv of all, she’s just quite about it

(just kidding ILB)

I take them to sleep because I can’t take normal sleeping pills. They fuck up my already fucked up stomach.

And to be fair, ILB has her own perv vein, it’s just really muted. Case in point: what ILB actually stands for.

Well it could be ISUB if she was really pevery…

find another way to sleep or do something to try and delay her descent and think about what you would want her to do? enter a steep depression? or try and help and enjoy what time you have?

OMFG I LEAVE FOR SOME MINS AND PPL RETURN WTF

is he always like that? (noir)

We planned it out cause you left Noir. CONSPIRACY

I just had the most warming meating with my fave cousin
no im not always likr that kazis bro -_-

It’s more complicated than that. Believe me, I don’t waste time with her. Every moment that she can spare, I spare it with her. I never ignore her, I greet her with enthusiasm and love. But when she’s not around, there is nothing I can do and if it comes down to a choice between dwelling and doing something productive, I’d rather addle myself for a bit now than sleep for fourteen hours a day out of sheer depression. It’s how I deal. I won’t try to defend it.

Anyway, it’s not important right now. I’m doing the best I can and…I’m too down to argue.

Heh, you should’ve heard me when I found out. I threatened to kill God.

@ LaComi: Please explain for me what ISUB means? I’d appreciate it.

I sex up boys. Tee hee

You do?! Hot damn!

I will never be so strung out that I cannot tease LaComi.

im a good boy i love bein with my cousin

Oh Jerk, this is why I love you~ I blame this college I go to. It does things to you.

So I hear. I was a virgin when I first moved into my dorm during the summer session. Before it was over, I had hidden a mysterious jug of sangria that we never found out how it got into our fridge or whose it was to keep from being expelled, helped girls sneak into their boyfriends’ rooms after midnight (they knocked on the window one night and sprayed us with silly string, it was fun) and had sex on every single surface in the apartment-like dorm.

The year before that, I threw up every day and spent seven weeks out of class during my senior year of high school because I threw up every day and no one could figure out why. So they took out my gall bladder so it wouldn’t hurt anymore when I did throw up.

AND THAT IS MY LIFE HISTORY
COOL STORY BRO

If i ever meet u comi wanna teach me how to kiss i wanna get betta at it

Pretty sure she has a boyfriend, bro.

she can still teach me

she did mention it once or twice that she has a bf sorry noir

warming meating? spelling meeting that way just conjours up the wrong images

my college experience was only half a term and was hometown so no crazy storries i spent most of the time sleeping on a couch next to the upstairs resturant and playing pinball

Sorry Noir, I do have a beau and considering his last girlfriend had a terrible habit of cheating on him I would not put him through that pain again.

warm meeting we met and warmed up things by burning many shit (thats y it was warm we dun have same thinking popularity strenth looks but we sure love to burn things)
that she has a bf doesnt mean she cant teach me

awww i kno what that feels like comi dont cheat on him help can also be advice

I do love to light things on fire….

But I’m a horrible teacher, sorry. XP I could find you a few people most likely though….

XD i rlly wanna get betta its the last thing i need to make a good date and heat things up but im a fail at kissing good at making ur heart race tho

Yes it does, Noir. LaComi is a class act, which is one of many things I respect about her. She will not kiss anyone who is not her beau.

That said, I’m going rattle off a few things that work for me:

- put your dominant hand (whichever you use most) on her cheek or neck; if things get intense, run them through her hair; take your other hand and lock her fingers with yours and/or put it on her waist. DO NOT move it up or down unless you know for certain she wants you to. Right now, it’s a matter of trust and intimacy, see?
- take her bottom lip in both of yours, kind of nipping at it
- if you get more intense, such just the slightest bit of air out of her mouth; be careful with that trick, it’s a gamble and it’s awesome if you do it right but it is really easy to mess up (that one actually does kind of take practice, but I got the hang of it)
- if you want to be playful, break off the making out right in the middle of it and just let your lips hover over hers; I have never had a girlfriend that didn’t get completely turned on by that

Anyway, that’s just a basic list of stuff you can do.

¡¿¡¿ʇı uı ʇou ɯ,ı uǝɥʍ ǝpoןdxǝ pɐǝɹɥʇ sıɥʇ sǝop ʎɥʍ pob ʎɯ ɥo

im still gonna fail

huh so thats how you kiss

Kissing 101 taught by Jerk, Dealing with Pyromania 201 taught by yours truly.

@ Iggy, same thing I told Noir, CONSPIRACY!

my cousin can drive

nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnɟɟɟɟɟɟɟɟɟɟɟɟɟɟ
˙sǝbuɐɥɔ ʇɐɥʇ ןıʇun uʍop ǝpısdn buıdʎʇ ɯ,ı puɐ ʇıɥs ǝʞıן ןǝǝɟ ןןıʇs ı ʍʇq

How are you doing that anyways?

I’m just saying that’s how it’s worked for me. Otherwise, you just have to learn to read body language pretty well.

Well guys as much as I love you I have to get some sleep. Nighty night! Sleep tight, may your fears and anxieties be lifted even if it is only for one night!

the only woman iv’e been in a relationship with skipped the whole kissing thing and did other things with her lips so i dont think iv’e actually been kissed yet, huh? odd at my age

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˙uǝʞoɹq buıǝq ʞuıן ǝɥʇ ʇnoɥʇıʍ uʍop-ǝpısdn ʇɐɥʇ ǝdʎʇ ʇ,upןnoɔ ı ‘ʞɔnɟ˙˙˙
˙ɹoɹɹǝ uɐ ǝɯ ǝʌɐb ʇı ʇnq ‘ןןǝʍ sɐ uʍop-ǝpısdn ǝɯɐu ʎɯ ǝʞɐɯ oʇ pǝıɹʇ ı

@ LaComi: Night, Comi! n_n
@ Triplesmex: Nah, that still counts, Triplesmex.
@ Icaras: They’re more like individual block art forms when put like that, I think, rather than something that can be discernible to the system that translates things into codes.

Take care guys, I’m going to cash in. I’ve had a rough day.

Night Jerk take care man

im goin to sleep dudettes cyall