Bittersweet Candy Bowl

*leaves forum forever*

Is this “my work here is done / riding off into the sunset” leaving forever or “please please please pay attention to me” leaving forever? Because it’s starting to test my patience.

Because I could not stop for Death,
He kindly stopped for me;
The carriage held but just ourselves
And Immortality.
We slowly drove, he knew no haste,
And I had put away
My labor, and my leisure too,
For his civility.

We passed the school, where children strove
At recess, in the ring;
We passed the fields of gazing grain,
We passed the setting sun.

Or rather, he passed us;
The dews grew quivering and chill,
For only gossamer my gown,
My tippet only tulle.

We paused before a house that seemed
A swelling of the ground;
The roof was scarcely visible,
The cornice but a mound.

Since then ‘tis centuries, and yet each
Feels shorter than the day
I first surmised the horses’ heads
Were toward eternity.

indeed ILB I come in unlucky times
well ima go train shuriken throwing (ive gotten better)

Has anyone watched the debut trailer of Saw 3d?

it looks pretty bad ass, even if is going to be in 3d

i was tired of those movies five minutes into the first one, torture porn is not my thing

I like the first and the second movie, then it got pretty retarded.

I got bored of it after the first one too. Just not very interesting.

I’ve watched all the saw movies with my brother and his girlfriend. Not because we like them, but because she likes to watch scary movies while I constantly make inappropriate jokes.

yeah, i think it would be funny to watch horror films with you in the room.

It’s my moms birthday today!

…………how?is it someone in your family’s bday everyday?
(happy bday to dritchjauls mom.)

I love this week, my birthday’s on the 15th, my brothers is on the 16th, my moms is on the 18th, and my dogs is on the 19th! WEEK OF CAKE!

…………your dog gets cake?

Freaking sweet. Dritch, count thine blessings, I don’t get cake

I don’t even like cake. What is is with birthdays this month?

My son is deaf, finally!

People with arms oppress me. I’m going to have my child’s arms removed so he can grow up in a new armless generation.

Seriously. I need to lie down. All the drugs, Red Bull and murderous rage is causing me to have heart problems.

CRACKPOT THEORY ALERT

ILB=I’m a Loser - Beatles

We know she likes the Beatles, and if you look at the lyrics,

I’m a loser
I’m a loser
And I’m not what I appear to be

Of all the love I have won or have lost
there is one love I should never have crossed
She was a girl in a million, my friend
I should have known she would win in the end

I’m a loser
And I lost someone who’s near to me
I’m a loser
And I’m not what I appear to be

Although I laugh and I act like a clown
Beneath this mask I am wearing a frown
My tears are falling like rain from the sky
Is it for her or myself that I cry

I’m a loser
And I lost someone who’s near to me
I’m a loser
And I’m not what I appear to be

What have I done to deserve such a fate
I realize I have left it too late
And so it’s true, pride comes before a fall
I’m telling you so that you won’t lose all

I’m a loser
And I lost someone who’s near to me
I’m a loser
And I’m not what I appear to be


Suggests that she may be hiding her true feelings of loss for someone close to her with this mask ( “^_^” ) of cheerfulness.

IT ALL FITS!!!!

ILB, we have found you out! Admit the truth!

hi all am i in a bad timing?

DAMN!!!!

good thinking ninja,i know you’re being completely serious too.

Hate…the PS3 net browser…with a passion…

Aside from the fact that she’s told us all what it means, or that I have teased her incessantly about it ever since.

Also, “Consider Phlebas” is fantastic but may depress you into a coma.

Hee. Says *Ninja. ^_^

Good morning everyone.

I’m back from USITT-SE (regional technical theatre conference) and my Lighting Design won first place.

I hope you have all been doing well.

i suppose, decided not to hit the clubs yesterday like i usually do on saturdays. just rather not end up depressed and yelling at my potted plants again. Though from the look of two drunk chicks dressed up as wizards and laughing madly in my buildings lobby this morning, i cant help but wonder what i missed out on.

Probably nothing you’d remember, anyway. ^_^

And hello, Sean. Also congratulations.

Thank you ILB.



And don’t worry Goldwulf, tonight’s exploits shall be even more epic for you than the previous.

Oh well. How is the theatre business? Apart from the prize-winning aspect? ^_^

Alright; we are striking (taking down and moving to storage) a set today at 5:00 through our family freelance business and loading “Driving Miss Daisy” in on Monday as part of my major in college, so the next couple of days are going to be busy.

How are things on your end?

I notice that you didn’t deny it, ILB.

And [serious] congrats sean! [/serious]

GUYS GUYS.

Hi.

Hi hi, Commie. ^_^

And if you want me to deny, *Niña, I’ll be glad to do it.

Dodging the question again, eh, ILB? You don’t even mention what you are willing to deny. Not even a pronoun! Furthermore, you are trying to distract me from my inquiry by making fun of MY name, an obvious attempt to put me on the defensive.

THE TRUTH WILL BE KNOWN!!!!!!

this thread is pretty funny

I mean it’s not like ninja would go and make fun of anothers name.

ILB does not, in fact, stand for “I’m a Loser - the Beatles”. It stands for “ilikeboys”, and strange as it may sound, I have not really lost anyone close to me. My smile is not a mask concieved to hide my “sad inner self”, it is a genuine expression of the joy and happiness I feel so strongly every day. Furthermore, I like being able to spread smiles around. It is, by all possible means, my true self that is being conveyed when I am here. ^_^

Well, as much as it can be, that is. When I am online, there are many aspects of my personality that are not shown. Rest assured, however, that none of them can be defined as sadness, or despair, or masked grievance of loss. For all intents and purposes, and for truth, the gleeful smiling little girl you have come to know (and, I hope against hope, love) is the real me. ^_^

What ever could you mean Mainless?

In other news I was driving around with my parents and Cee lo Green’s song “Fuck you” came on the radio, I loled when listening to the clean lyrics.

@ILB: My apologies but I’m a hollow shell devoid of emotion, especially this thing you call love. (Well okay not really)
@LaCommie: I don’t really like swearing but I hate censorship even more.

Also despite the fact that I typed the comment under the name
(maneless) it’s not showing me that I’m the one who typed it, weird.

Clean lyrics for such a song? Who on earth possessed them to do that? ^_^

@Ninja: Thanks

@ILB: That’s good to know and we all appreciate your kindness. However don’t be afraid to ask for help, we all have our ups and downs and will sometimes need a hand to help get back up on our feet. Though, I’m sure you’re well aware of this, since you have usually been one of those to help us back up.

Off to work, so take care everyone.

Work on a Sunday? I wish I had a job…

Thank you, Sean. ^_^

And good luck with work.

i just realized something.
but i forgot it.

gj

i think it was profound……….im gonna die under a bridge………im seeing this for some reason. cold, and bloody, but listening to a good, if depressing song………..
(dont you hate when all of a sudden you see things and, just for a second, think their actually gonna happen?)
EDIT:the dying under a bridge thing wasnt what i forgot.

A strange image, certainly. ^_^

I’m actually surprised that worked….

You are? You know me even less than I thought, then. ^_^