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I don't .-. That is my real fear.

Oh. I thought it was an Elfen Lied reference to Nyu's memory loss. Wow, I screwed that one up.

I don't have any sort of crippling fears. I guess you could say I fear needles, but really, I just don't like them. They don't even hurt, it's just the fact that something foreign is piercing my body that gets me. I just don't like the general idea of it. Will I scream in terror if I have to get a shot? No, but I'm not going to enjoy it. Honestly, I think the idea of being eaten alive; like swallowed whole and then still living for a while, is the worst thing for me. The chances of that ever happening to me? Pretty much zero, so it's not really a 'greatest fear' because the chances of it happening are practically nonexistent.

Honestly, I have no idea what I fear the most. Unless it's something like my boyfriend dying. That would be terrible, but I don't really consider that a phobia or anything. That would just be the worst possible thing that could occur in my life.

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Oh I also used to have a fear of what could be lurking in the dark. I didn't fear the dark itself, I actually found it to be quite comforting, but what could possibly lie in wait for me there. Silent Hill at a young age probably did that to me and also the fact that when I was very young, I witnessed someone break into my home at night and stab my older brother. That particular fear doesn't bother me now as much as it did when I was little, but occasionally if I hear something late at night, I'll be on edge for a while until it passes.

My only fear is to found out what happens when you die. I mean no one is really sure themselves about what happens after your life. At the same time though, I really want to know...

My greatest fear now is this guy



just to make things clear.

Why? He's adorable.

ThatOtherMichael, on 11 January 2012 - 05:22 AM, said:

I know the feeling. Every once in a while I try to imagine what it would be like to cease to exist. That's the part that ends up scaring me.

My biggest fear is losing people close to me

Nothnin happens when you die o.O

The lights go out, you go to sleep, if your lucky enough to be brought back via CPR and or other life bringing back magic/ways, then it gets bright everything hurts and you are cold.

'Nuff Said.

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iRussisch, on 13 January 2012 - 01:07 AM, said:

Yeah, that's kind of my opinion too. I'd think your consciousness just kinda vanishes from existence. And who the heck knows if there's even a reincarnation system, because chances are you aren't going to remember anything about your previous existence/consciousness. The only real use the idea of "heaven/nirvana" has is to give people the delusional comfort that their existence/consciousness won't end after death.

That's my theory as well, but it would kind of suck to cease to exist, you know? I'd prefer to hope that there is some sort of afterlife, if only out of optimism. I've thought a lot further into this, but I can't really say anymore while still making any amount of sense.

This post has been edited by Boringamus: 13 January 2012 - 04:26 AM

It is a sort of scary thing to ponder. I have lost a night of sleep over it once, but I concluded that thinking about it is pointless because all that causes is distress that you don't really need.

I look at it this way: Death is something we will all face eventually. (This part is the most obvious.) However, it's not worth obsessing over, or worrying about constantly. I remember when I was 10 years old, some time after 9/11, I learned that people die every day. I didn't know that beforehand. I kept thinking about it, and I did eventually get over it some day.

But then it came back. I was 16. I had some anxiety attacks before that time, but nothing like what I experienced at that age. I saw my pet chicken die before my eyes, and it struck me. I couldn't stop thinking about what it feels like to die, or what it's like after death. My anxiety levels went through the roof, and to make matters worse, I didn't have my medicine handy (which, under normal circumstances, would have kept me from going off the deep end).

My great grandmother passed away at the age of 91 several months later, and she died because her body was basically shutting down on her. Through the increased trauma I experienced, my hobbies, lifestyle, and interests were put on hold because I wondered if it was worth it. Knowing that she went through all of those years only to end up suffering in her last year of life made me question things.

My mom and dad told me something I already knew: They would die. My brother would die. I would die. SOME DAY. I don't know when the deaths will occur, and if I did know, it would ruin my life. I wouldn't know how to live while having an expiration date slapped on me. I convinced myself that it is definitely not something I should dwell upon. It's something that everybody experiences, and it is completely out of our control. If I kept thinking about it all the time, it would have driven me insane. It isn't healthy to dwell upon it all the time.

This post has been edited by Giygas: 13 January 2012 - 10:07 AM

Boringamus, on 13 January 2012 - 12:25 AM, said:

You know what scares me more than not existing?

Existing forever.

One of our fears will be realized. Either there's an afterlife or there's not, and we'll find out when we die. (Or I guess not--we wouldn't know we didn't exist if we, um, didn't exist)

I guess there's reincarnation, but the world has to end sometime.

Lux Aeterna, on 14 January 2012 - 04:58 PM, said:

This.

Also I'm sometimes afraid of not getting a job and ending up living in my parents house at 26 or something. o_o I doubt that will happen, though.

Being forced to live with my parents for my entire life. (specifically my mom)

asdf, on 14 January 2012 - 06:42 PM, said:

I hear ya Asdf, totally agree.

I am afraid of what is worthy of fear.

I just fucking had to.
Not really afraid of anything except vague human interaction over the internet. Seriously.

I mostly only fear losing my sisters, I know I could get over the death of either of my parents, but if I were to lose either of my sisters it would destroy me.

Other then that I used to be scared of heights, but now that doesn't really scare me, just makes me uncomfortable.

CaptainBaconMan, on 15 January 2012 - 09:22 AM, said:

About as scary as a moth.

This post has been edited by stormthehouse: 15 January 2012 - 10:16 AM

CaptainBaconMan, on 15 January 2012 - 09:22 AM, said:

Ohmygodholyhell the spongebob thread.

This post has been edited by Boringamus: 15 January 2012 - 04:18 PM

Creepypasta is one of the things that scare me the least

my only fear is losing my little sister

My greatest fear are spiders, although besides those bugs ( ) I also have a great fear of what the future holds for me.

Worms, heights, horror movies(Pff. Funny how I'm so afraid of them yet I enjoy drawing things similar to them.), and losing my parents.

heights

I am afraid of going insane.

A mad clown chasing me with 6 bloody knives and a huge Rapeface.

im a wired guy, i love spiders i have a few as pets now, i have nothing against snakes i even feel bad for them my grandma makes snake skin wallets, not hights i love coster rides too much, injuries nah not much i a dont mind a few cuts or bruises but i hate spraining my leg cuz skate then, darknes? a bit maybe,i fell from the stairs looking for the bathroom in midnight once that was pretty bad i uh... wet myself., a haunted house yes alil but i dont like tresspasing through someones stuff espesialy dead peoples stuff ,oh did i mention i love bugs? oh right about my fear that would be losing techoegy nooooo... no ipad,no i touch,no phone,no minecraft,no video games,..... god i would rather die........OK DONE ABOUT ME HOW BOUT U??

Ciclopotis, on 18 July 2011 - 12:47 PM, said:

noooooo i love spiders

Blackheart, on 16 January 2012 - 01:06 AM, said:

Blackheart, on 27 February 2012 - 07:03 AM, said:

I just noticed how funny these looked, juxtaposed. xD

Boringamus, on 13 January 2012 - 04:24 AM, said:

Because complete unimaginable agony for the rest of time would be so much better.

One of my newest and most prominent fears is that my meds will become unavailable and/or stop working. Not only have I been fucked over twice medication-wise in the past 6 months, but even while 100% med compliant I am having issues with minor cases of mania. So yeah, recently this has taken its place as my greatest fear, especially given the things I've done in the past.