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's alright mettle it's good to see you're still doing it.
Mettlebird's book in progress!
- Mettlebird
- Banned
In honor of my late friend and one true love love, Erin...
Six months have passed since you've been gone,
Yet still I sit dreaming of you.
Everyone says I must move on,
But they did not know you.
You were and are my one true love,
My heart still aches with sorrow.
To hold your hand would bring me hope,
But sadly that shall never be.
Without you here,
I see no life,
no life to live for anyone.
Each day I wait, searching, searching,
Waiting and waiting for that faint little glimmer,
that shows me that you are not gone.
Although they say my search is in vain,
I never shall stop mourning.
Your sweet, sweet smile,
your lovely voice,
To see and hear, would bring rejoice.
Although you've passed, you are not gone.
Within my heart, you still live on.
Although I ache with pain so strong,
I weep with joy that I knew you.
Your memories, I'll keep alive,
And tend to them like a summer rose.
Though all the others have moved on,
I still miss you as much as I did,
when you first were gone.
I weep and wail without you here,
And long to hold your hand,
But sadly my one true love,
Has been taken away by death's cold hand.
You're ashes now,
Your body gone,
Your memories, I'll still hold on.
I'm in a lonely sinking boat,
But with you're memories,
I stay afloat.
I miss you now,
I missed you then,
I weep and mourn,
From now till then.
You are my life,
My tender rose,
Although you've faded,
You are still close.
I wish to cup your lovely face,
And see your eyes, so filled with grace.
Your smile so sweet,
Your eyes so soft,
Your voice so kind,
You're in my mind.
Although you've passed,
You are not gone,
Within my heart,
You still live on.
I love you, Erin. I always will.
Six months have passed since you've been gone,
Yet still I sit dreaming of you.
Everyone says I must move on,
But they did not know you.
You were and are my one true love,
My heart still aches with sorrow.
To hold your hand would bring me hope,
But sadly that shall never be.
Without you here,
I see no life,
no life to live for anyone.
Each day I wait, searching, searching,
Waiting and waiting for that faint little glimmer,
that shows me that you are not gone.
Although they say my search is in vain,
I never shall stop mourning.
Your sweet, sweet smile,
your lovely voice,
To see and hear, would bring rejoice.
Although you've passed, you are not gone.
Within my heart, you still live on.
Although I ache with pain so strong,
I weep with joy that I knew you.
Your memories, I'll keep alive,
And tend to them like a summer rose.
Though all the others have moved on,
I still miss you as much as I did,
when you first were gone.
I weep and wail without you here,
And long to hold your hand,
But sadly my one true love,
Has been taken away by death's cold hand.
You're ashes now,
Your body gone,
Your memories, I'll still hold on.
I'm in a lonely sinking boat,
But with you're memories,
I stay afloat.
I miss you now,
I missed you then,
I weep and mourn,
From now till then.
You are my life,
My tender rose,
Although you've faded,
You are still close.
I wish to cup your lovely face,
And see your eyes, so filled with grace.
Your smile so sweet,
Your eyes so soft,
Your voice so kind,
You're in my mind.
Although you've passed,
You are not gone,
Within my heart,
You still live on.
I love you, Erin. I always will.
This post has been edited by Mettlebird: 24 September 2011 - 07:10 PM
- #152
- 24 September 2011 - 07:03 PM
- Mettlebird
- Banned
esalaka, on 24 September 2011 - 07:05 PM, said:
Mettlebird, on 24 September 2011 - 07:03 PM, said:
I love you, Erin. I always will.
You just had to type that in Comic Sans?
You just had to make an inconsiderate comment?
Seriously. I loved her, and I still do, and you have to comment about the font I used. (not mad just saying.)
This post has been edited by Mettlebird: 24 September 2011 - 07:06 PM
- #154
- 24 September 2011 - 07:05 PM
- esalaka
- Banned
Mettlebird, on 24 September 2011 - 07:05 PM, said:
You just had to make an inconsiderate comment?
Seriously. I loved her, and I still do, and you have to comment about the font I used. (not mad just saying.)
Seriously. I loved her, and I still do, and you have to comment about the font I used. (not mad just saying.)
Hey, I have nothing against you. It's just that for something like that, Comic Sans is just... wrong. There's no reason ever to use Comic Sans unless you're doing it ironically.
A large font would've been enough. Blue Comic Sans...
- #155
- 24 September 2011 - 07:09 PM
- Mettlebird
- Banned
Grass, on 24 September 2011 - 09:27 PM, said:
May jesus light your path Mettlebird. 
Jesus is fucking your girlfriend up in heaven. Feel blessed.
Jesus is fucking your girlfriend up in heaven. Feel blessed.
FUCK YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH STAY THE MOTHERFUCK AWAY FROM ME. GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING BASTARD DON'T YOU EVER INSULT MY ERIN!!! I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN, FUCKER! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND DON'T YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY ERIN AGAIN OR I WILL FUCKING HUNT YOU DOWN, BITCH!
I HOLD GOD AS MY WITNESS THAT IF YOU EVER TALK SHIT ABOUT MY ERIN AGAIN I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!!!
- #160
- 24 September 2011 - 09:30 PM
- esalaka
- Banned
Mettlebird, on 24 September 2011 - 09:30 PM, said:
FUCK YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH STAY THE MOTHERFUCK AWAY FROM ME. GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING BASTARD DON'T YOU EVER INSULT MY ERIN!!! I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN, FUCKER! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND DON'T YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY ERIN AGAIN OR I WILL FUCKING HUNT YOU DOWN, BITCH!
I HOLD GOD AS MY WITNESS THAT IF YOU EVER TALK SHIT ABOUT MY ERIN AGAIN I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!!!
I HOLD GOD AS MY WITNESS THAT IF YOU EVER TALK SHIT ABOUT MY ERIN AGAIN I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!!!
(Not intended as offensive, just wanting to note that you probably shouldn't in that state of mind)
This post has been edited by esalaka: 24 September 2011 - 09:45 PM
- #161
- 24 September 2011 - 09:32 PM
- memyselfandi
- Member
Grass, fuck off you shit head. That's was way to far. This is like the anaversery of her death, you insensitive prick. Go shit post something else if your not here helping with CA. Jesus Christ, just fucking leave. I also feel that mettles reaction was fairly well warranted, if a little over the top. Less caps next time.
On another note, nice poem mettle, good that you can express yourself
On another note, nice poem mettle, good that you can express yourself
This post has been edited by memyselfandi: 24 September 2011 - 09:44 PM
- #163
- 24 September 2011 - 09:41 PM
- Mettlebird
- Banned
This is the final straw. I will no longer be posting in BCB forums, nor will I waste any more of my time getting harassed. I will come back in a few weeks or months, but until then, goodbye.
This post has been edited by Mettlebird: 24 September 2011 - 09:53 PM
- #165
- 24 September 2011 - 09:47 PM
- Mettlebird
- Banned
I know what I did. I can't take the harassment anymore. So I'm removing myself from a stressful situation like my therapist said I should do.
- #167
- 24 September 2011 - 09:50 PM
- esalaka
- Banned
Mettlebird, on 24 September 2011 - 09:50 PM, said:
I know what I did. I can't take the harassment anymore. So I'm removing myself from a stressful situation like my therapist said I should do.
I do not care about your motivation to do so, but never ever tell the BCB forums you are leaving for good.
- #168
- 24 September 2011 - 09:51 PM
- Mettlebird
- Banned
I just need a break from BCB. I'm gonna come back in a few weeks or months when hopefully everyone will have some common sense. Sorry, guys, no story updates for a while.
This post has been edited by Mettlebird: 24 September 2011 - 09:52 PM
- #169
- 24 September 2011 - 09:52 PM
Don't take what the retards say as the main theme. Don't let the vocal minority outshine the silent majority.
You're fucking awesome Mettle, don't leave.
You're fucking awesome Mettle, don't leave.
- #170
- 24 September 2011 - 09:53 PM
- Mettlebird
- Banned
Listen, I'm not leaving for good. I just need a break. I'm gonna go out and say it, but i need to pray on this. I'm very upset and need a break. I can take harassment, but when it goes into harassing me about my Erin, that crosses the line. I'm sorry. I need to go.
- #171
- 24 September 2011 - 09:54 PM
- memyselfandi
- Member
jackkuro, on 24 September 2011 - 09:53 PM, said:
Don't take what the retards say as the main theme. Don't let the vocal minority outshine the silent majority.
You're fucking awesome Mettle, don't leave.
You're fucking awesome Mettle, don't leave.
This, right here.
But take a break by all means, if that's what you think you need. Step back and let it all slide back into focus.
- #172
- 24 September 2011 - 09:56 PM
- esalaka
- Banned
Mettlebird, on 24 September 2011 - 09:54 PM, said:
Listen, I'm not leaving for good. I just need a break. I'm gonna go out and say it, but i need to pray on this. I'm very upset and need a break. I can take harassment, but when it goes into harassing me about my Erin, that crosses the line. I'm sorry. I need to go.
You should seriously reconsider ever telling any internet forum about her, then.
- #173
- 24 September 2011 - 09:56 PM
- Toastyjester
- BCI Member
The Shotgun Wizard sends his regards
This post has been edited by Toastyjester: 24 September 2011 - 09:58 PM
- #175
- 24 September 2011 - 09:57 PM
- Mettlebird
- Banned
Erin meant everything to me. Grass, I'm sorry for getting so upset at you, but you crossed a line. I just... I love her. Her death is still fresh in me, and you crossed a major line. It's the six month aniversary of her death, and it is a VERY difficult time for me. I appologize to everyone out there whom I may have upset, because I did not mean to do so in any way, shape, or form. I can take harssment, but when it gets as bad as it has in the past few weeks on here, i get pretty upset. I also applogize to Meowth, whom I have flipped out on on several occasions. I just really can't handle anything like that, and I'm sorry. Please, don't be mad at me, but I need to take a break if I'm not gonna snap and do something dumb. Again, I give my most humble appologies, and again, i will be back when I am ready.
- #177
- 24 September 2011 - 09:59 PM
Mettlebird said:
unless i get a good reason or whatever
because a few people acting like dicks is not a good reason to leave a forum
- #178
- 24 September 2011 - 10:00 PM
- Seppucrow
- Member
Meowth, on 24 September 2011 - 09:57 PM, said:
Tell me one thing before you leave: why are you so ridiculous?
That's because Mettlebird has post-traumatic stress disorder, anxiety, and severe clinical depression; he's said that straight out the mouth.
I think Mettlebird is shooting himself in the foot with his reactions, but it's something that he really can't help much with, and it's pretty mean spirited to bring up someone's death to push a button, even at my worst I wouldn't do that.
- #180
- 24 September 2011 - 10:02 PM
- Meowth
- Please go easy on me. I don't like critique. Or my title.
Member 
I'm not going to say you should ignore everyone, because to me, that is horrible advice. You can't ignore everyone, and attempting too is pointless. I will say that you have to learn to deal with it. Until you do, you're always going to be at the whim of what people have to say to you - more so than other people.
Maybe I'm crazy, but I'm sensing a false implication about me.
Quote
and it's pretty mean spirited to bring up someone's death to push a button, even at my worst I wouldn't do that.
Maybe I'm crazy, but I'm sensing a false implication about me.
- #181
- 24 September 2011 - 10:05 PM
- esalaka
- Banned
Meowth, on 24 September 2011 - 10:05 PM, said:
I'm not going to say you should ignore everyone, because to me, that is horrible advice. You can't ignore everyone, and attempting too is pointless. I will say that you have to learn to deal with it. Until you do, you're always going to be at the whim of what people have to say to you - more so than other people.
As in, if you can't deal with people, don't deal with people?
- #182
- 24 September 2011 - 10:06 PM
- Meowth
- Please go easy on me. I don't like critique. Or my title.
Member
esalaka, on 24 September 2011 - 10:06 PM, said:
As in, if you can't deal with people, don't deal with people?
That is the complete opposite of what I'm saying. I'm saying if you can't deal with people, learn to deal with people.
@Seppu
Ah, my mistake.
- #185
- 24 September 2011 - 10:08 PM
- Seppucrow
- Member
esalaka, on 24 September 2011 - 10:07 PM, said:
Did you see his picture? Grass is a little boy. He couldn't possibly understand the implications of what he did.
He goes to High School.
Also his age shouldn't really justify anything anyways, especially when he's aware what he's doing.
This post has been edited by Seppucrow: 24 September 2011 - 10:11 PM
- #186
- 24 September 2011 - 10:09 PM
- esalaka
- Banned
Seppucrow, on 24 September 2011 - 10:09 PM, said:
esalaka, on 24 September 2011 - 10:07 PM, said:
Did you see his picture? Grass is a little boy. He couldn't possibly understand the implications of what he did.
He goes to High School.
Also his age shouldn't really justify anything.
You contradicted yourself just now. I was not referring to his physical age at all.
- #187
- 24 September 2011 - 10:11 PM
- Seppucrow
- Member
Esalaka, Grass's post had something that was pushing his button, but edited it out. Mettlebird quoted the unedited post, which would be this:
Grass, on 24 September 2011 - 09:27 PM, said:
May jesus light your path Mettlebird.
Jesus is fucking your girlfriend up in heaven. Feel blessed.
Jesus is fucking your girlfriend up in heaven. Feel blessed.
- #188
- 24 September 2011 - 10:14 PM
- esalaka
- Banned
Seppucrow, on 24 September 2011 - 10:14 PM, said:
Esalaka, Grass's post had something that was pushing his button, but edited it out. Mettlebird quoted the unedited post, which would be this:
Are you implying you seriously thought I didn't see that?
What the hell would I be arguing for here?
Edit: I was simply personally insulting Grass. Is there something wrong with that?
This post has been edited by esalaka: 24 September 2011 - 10:19 PM
- #190
- 24 September 2011 - 10:17 PM
- memyselfandi
- Member
Meowth, on 24 September 2011 - 10:16 PM, said:
Wow. That is actually in pretty bad taste... 
Understatement of the month.
- #191
- 24 September 2011 - 10:20 PM
