if i may -
Taeshi, on 08 December 2010 - 01:30 AM, said:
And Mousey I'm sorry but I'm gonna have to call bullshit on that. You did start off Melody for fun, but people really bloody loved her. So you felt compelled to draw more and more of her, and then you became yet another dumb fancharacter maker who only draws Melody and gets happy over Melody fanart and ohgod melody could actually date Paulo!?!?!??! that makes it okay!!!
suit was the one who pushed me into making more than one fancomic. totally and completely. i had no intentions to do anything more than admiration originally.
i frankly take offense that i'm someone who only draws my fancharacter - you would know i've been drawing a bunch of other pictures, inclusive are gifts i've given to you. i do get happy when someone draws melody art, because i find it flattering - it's not something i ever really expected.
re: melody actually dating paulo, i never once suggested that. i remember a skype conversation where other people were talking about it, but i've never once said it as an actual thing. you were the one who talked about how "everyone but mike and lucy can change who they date", if i also remember from the same convo.
Taeshi, on 08 December 2010 - 01:30 AM, said:
Liam COULD date Lucy, Larken COULD date Lucy. That doesn't mean they have a freaken snowball's chance in HELL.
And that goes for Larken freaken being into Amaya. WHY DO FANCHARACTERS HAVE TO WANT A REAL CHARACTER. WHY. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. GET OVER IT. STOP THINKING THAT. THEY WILL NEVER BE FRIENDS, THEY WILL NEVER DATE. IF THAT WERE THE CASE IT WOULD BE IN THE COMIC LIKE MCCAIN OR TESSA.
you get angry when someone makes their characters do their own thing. you get mad when they interact with your characters in a meaningful way, and then go rewarding them.
nothing personal tae, but you're extremely, extremely bipolar here.
Taeshi, on 08 December 2010 - 01:30 AM, said:
You had to constantly apologise to me over me rolling my eyes at yet another dumb Melody comic and be all "but they made me do it wahh!!!", you either decide to please the masses or please me. I can understand you going for the former because - hey - you're getting attention from a WHOLE BUNCHA PEOPLE, but don't go apologising and feeling sorry for yourself every step of the way. You KNOW I hate fancharacters. You SAW my reaction when Melody was FIRST introduced. Is it REALLY that surprising?
your first reaction, and i remember exactly from the skype conversation, was a 'OH NOOOO' running away from the mic, and then coming back and saying "i can put her in the background of this comic i'm drawing". exact. reaction.
i'm not suprised. i know how you'll react. but i also know that you've been completely love/hate at me the entire way. your first post in my melody thread here on the new forums says, and i quote, "a tolerable fancharacter".
you're my friend, tae. when everyone who i also consider my friends messages me to make more of something they enjoy, and i know one of my friends would be upset by it, of course i'm going to have an internal conflict over it. but you know from me talking to you that i said i wouldn't make any more.
i would apologize for the way i act, but i believe apologizing for apologizing is rather meaningless - i've also, as i know i've talked with with suit, been doing a lot to not just break down and babble that you hate me. i think i've been doing that pretty well.
i also don't really think that what was said to you in private conversations really belongs out here on the forum. i'm kind of upset about that, tbh.
Taeshi, on 08 December 2010 - 01:30 AM, said:
You either do it shamelessly and get my scorn (In that ONE thing because jesus, I don't hate Kaxbe or Toasty or Mousey for making fancharacters, they're like some of my closest bros), or you don't. Simple as that.
And look, guys, i can understand people thinking "GEEEZ LIL IT'S NOT THAT BIG A DEAL MANY SERIES GET FANCHARACTERS IT'S INEVITABLE", but the problem with that is the creators of those communities aren't involved enough in said communities to be involved in that kind of shit. I have to deal with that shit all the time. I used to gets notes about people's stupid fancharacters and how bad they want to be cameo'd in BCB, there was even one person who THREATENED to take down their pictures if I didn't include their fancharacter. And don't get me freaken STARTED on fucking getting fucked in the ass.
Look, I could easily get away from this community and allow you guys to make all the stupid fancharacters you want. I mean if you think fancharacters "aren't that bad", step in my shoes! Let's see if you can do it better than I can! I was tolerant back then, hell I used to love fancharacters. Why else would I have included them in the comic? I became jaded, realised that was a horrible mistake to have made, and it's difficult to clean myself off of it now. It really is. Because I will be like "ughghgh fancharacters" and people will be all "WOT ABOUT MCCAIN LOL YOU LIKE HIM DOUBLE-STANDARDS"
They're unimaginative, irritating, and diminishes all the work I put into doing this comic. I know it's not perfect, but when I have people flooding candybooru with some shitty fancharacter just because they're the hot topic of the day and going on about how they're better than Lucy, that really boils my shit something fierce.
just a note here - 10% of the posts (roughly) on candybooru involve any fancharacter. any. mccain/tess/getting fucked in the ass/etc inclusive. this is including kaxbe's larken comics. this really isn't as big a problem on candybooru as you see it as - when you want to see something, you will. as such, you will notice when there's a relatively high % of fanchars on the frontpage of candybooru (comparitively), but not at all when there isn't.
Taeshi, on 08 December 2010 - 01:30 AM, said:
Seriously, that's one thing that has made me ANGRY. People who are like "Oh Melody is a much better character than Lucy" or "Oh McCain should take over BCB and become main", like how freaken dare you? How dare you diminish that work? For some stupid half-baked character whose sole purpose is to be "cute" and "nerdy" and "into Paulo"? Like seriously? It shits me because I don't want to offend Mousey, but when you're acting like they're this superior developed awesome character, it is just goddamn offensive! I don't go around and say "Oh hey Susan that's a nice fanfic BUT NOT AS GOOD AS MAVERIK'S" or "MAN CARMEN'S DRAWINGS ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN SOCKS"
i have honestly never heard anyone say melody is better than lucy, and i know for a fact i've never made direct comparisons like that.
i am sorry that i have caused such irritation in that regard, and i am fine taking complete responsibility for it.
dear jerks: don't do this please.
Taeshi, on 08 December 2010 - 01:30 AM, said:
But like.. yeah, they shit me immensely. And it's depressing that it had to come to making a freaken topic about it for people to get the point. Because we have people like Mousey who are all "Tee hee i made this character based on susan tee hee BUT DON'T HATE ME TAE THEY MADE ME DO IT"
of course I'm gonna hate! Because you freaken should know by now how much I had to deal with this bullshit! I can't wait till BCB ends some days, because I know when I made my next comic, I will have learned to not even CONSIDER a fancharacter. Just go my own way, no cameos, nothing.
I can't even do CAMEOS anymore without someone bitching about how badly they want their fancharacter in a cameo (I'M LOOKING AT YOU KOU)
THIS IS WHY WE CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS.

re: the susan thing that was a joke from irc i don't think susan ever really intended to do anything with - shotgun_wizard drew it in a irc comic because it was playing off the whole spacemousexsusan joke that people love to throw around.
what with how much you abuse-love, i honestly hadn't meant that as anything more than an innocent joke. i hadn't even thought of it as anything more since then.
my intentions have never been to actively cause you hurt. you know that. you have also never honestly conveyed to me in any serious way that i have in fact been honestly causing you hurt. if there is any way i can make it up to you, please let me know.