nate

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Member Title:: BCI Member
Age:: 18 years old
Birthday:: August 9, 1994
Gender:: Male
Location:: Hattiesburg, MS
Interests:: Writing, reading, sewing, cooking, singing badly

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In Topic: Oso-De-Clare's Magic Cave (Sketch Requests Open!)

21 July 2012 - 07:29 AM

Oh man your art is so great If I may make a request, can you draw Lucy and Augustus, looking like they were just going back and forth with each other sort of the way they were in the second page of On Our Own?
In Topic: Nate's writing

21 July 2012 - 06:33 AM

Thanks, but it's supposed to come off as really immature and whiny too. Like, he doesn't at all pause to wonder why his friend would do things like ignore his calls or not tell him he liked something. The closest he gets is regretting a fight they had the day he died, nothing else. And that's the part I worry about not coming off right.
In Topic: 21st

21 July 2012 - 01:48 AM

Have a very happy birthday, Suitcase!
In Topic: Nate's writing

14 July 2012 - 04:15 AM

I have been gone a while. But hey look, new paragraph.

So I'm working on this novel, and I'm just playing around a bit, trying to practice at portraying the emotions I want.

Context: Atlas, age 16, recently drowned. His best friend, Tanner ( age 15,the narrator), and older sister Cierra (17) are helping go through his stuff and clean out his room. They find a bunch of stuff, like a diary of sorts Atlas kept and toys and stuff related to things he was a fan of but kept hidden because he didn't want to be thought of as a nerd. Tanner frustrated by the things he can't talk to his dead friend about and is being a big baby and making the whole thing about him.

Spoiler
Cierra left the room, which left me alone with all of Atlas’ stuff. I just kept staring at that box of assorted Doctor Who junk. I guess I should have been happy or something that we liked the same show. But I just felt frustrated. The most frustrating part was this: Atlas was dead. Here I was, learning about him and appreciating him more as a person and all that, and the bastard was fucking dead. I couldn't call him and get excited that he was actually even more into Doctor Who than me. I couldn’t get angry that he lied to me and ignored me when he didn’t want to talk. I couldn’t tell him that I was sorry that I left him alone out by the lake because he didn’t want to go hang out and make new friends with me. And he couldn’t react to any of it. I could sit here and think and say whatever I felt like, but my best friend was never going to answer me. I had never really thought it was possible to hate someone who wasn’t around anymore. But I did hate Atlas. I hated him more than anything.

Comments

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jackkuro
19 Mar 2012 - 01:13
I just read your post in the Tales of Drama thread and... damn.
See, that is the kind of stuff that makes me
think I have no rights on the world to be depressed.
I don't know what if "I'm sorry" is the right kind of thing to say. Hopefully you'll feel better soon.
Smash Genesis
08 Mar 2012 - 19:18
Don't listen to Nate, he's not awful. He's like a little ray of sunshine every day that I talk to him.
that wasnt gay at all
But still, he's really cool!
RC!
28 Feb 2012 - 02:30
If Nate is awful it is because he's a slacker. <3 He's really the best person who ever lived~
Buttered_Toast
04 Feb 2012 - 00:14
I... I honestly don't remember. Sorry.
Buttered_Toast
02 Feb 2012 - 02:47
I guess so.
memyselfandi
10 Nov 2011 - 21:30
Hey, you're an Umbreon, I'm an Espeon. Lol. Drop us a line sometime.
jackkuro
10 Nov 2011 - 02:05
Your writing.
It's pretty good.

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