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Comment ID #36540
DAVID AND JAMES!? They really walked away FR omfg
Elisa
Comment ID #36541
Wouldn’t you 😭😭things got too real James is just getting to have a boyfriend
Frejya
Comment ID #36542
Yeah! Say something guys!! I love how these pages are framed so Mike seems so alone. But he’s not.
DreamerKay
Comment ID #36543
They really said “allllright im over this now…”
Elisa
Comment ID #36544
I hope James doesn’t leave Mike, I hope they talk things out.
Heartz13
Comment ID #36545
Woah?!? Real tears!!?!! And he isn’t getting angry after what Augustus tried to pull on him. Mike redemption?!? Is he finally letting all the emotions weight in😭
Sap
Comment ID #36546
Time to go back class and pretend nothing happened during lunch!
Fiver
Comment ID #36547
Ehhhhhh, everyone needs help.
GamerPrincessXI
Comment ID #36548
So is Augustus going to be happy until Mike jumps off a roof himself, or will he not be satisfied until he can be the one to give that last push?
Slipdance
Comment ID #36549
Ok Augustus is one of my faves but Gottdamn I actually feel bad for Michael now. Because Lucy and Mike are both so miserable rn omfg. I just really hope this doesn’t cause a big strain on Lucy and Augustus’s relationship because as much as this was pretty crazy, this is like the best friend for Lucy. And vice versa. Calling each other on their shit and no romo feelings muddled with friend feelings. No one has ever stood up for Lucy in a blunt way before. She needs somebody in her corner like that and I trust Vero understands that too.
Elisa
Comment ID #36550
And once again, they will not be able to share those bits…. That’s probably just not talk about it anymore.
I don’t think anyone in this world will even allow them to talk. This pain is just going to sit there in fester for longer and longer and the next thing we know Mike will be the one jumping from a rooftop.
Is feeling is not great. They need to talk with one another, they desperately need to talk with one another, and Augustus, is in the fucking way..
Runeru
Comment ID #36551
Yeah, I am starting to feel like Augustus really wants Mike to suffer and to really dwell on how badly he screwed up. Mike already has clear signs of deep depressions and guilt. Lucy also has a lot of emotions that she clearly wants to let out. But I understand why Augustus wouldn’t want them to try to talk to each other as he doesn’t want to risk Lucy’s wellbeing to spiral further although this whole scenario already is a spiral because of him to begin with 😭
Sap
Comment ID #36552
If I’m being honest, I think he’s saving face cause Lucy family is relying on him so much of keeping her ok and safe. And a place that is over his head and free meals and not living a crappy life anymore
I think he’s desperately fighting to keep that control
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36553
I mean, actually they do have many options to just move on as individuals. More often than not, you don’t get to talk things out until you’re through it, and it certainly isn’t the be-all-end-all avenue for healing. I feel like a big lesson here is NOT hinging everything about yourself on one person and their choices.
theoktony
Comment ID #36554
They actually don’t need to talk to each other. They could do what Lucy asked him to do in the first place; ignore each other.
You don’t have to talk things out to move on. You can just move on.
baffledBITS
Comment ID #36555
That’s what Mike was trying to do though, he promised he’d leave Lucy alone and did just that. But Augustus dragged both of them into this fiasco, and rather than grant them an opportunity to hash it out, he’s just using it to make Mike feel worse
Washington BC
Comment ID #36556
What wasn’t that simple? Maybe someone else has better understanding but like…what could possibly be so difficult that it explains away using someone as a convenient replacement when your girlfriend isn’t around?
I feel like..people don’t talk enough about how BOTH of them were toxic back then, Lucy’s was just a more visual toxic.
Though
Lucy’s actively trying to change and better herself, she knows about how it was and is working to fix it. I hope this helps to wake up Mike and get him to start bettering himself too.
Calico Dragonalia
Comment ID #36557
Okay so like I’m glad someone is standing up for Lucy especially after Mike broke some important promises but uuuhhh… why is Augustus smiling like that? thats kind of creepy wtf
esinololly
Comment ID #36558
Augustus has improved himself by leaps and bounds but he’s still got that Alejandro influence in him. He’s defending Lucy, sure, but she’s clearly not taking as much pleasure in this as he is.
whiteboypizza
Comment ID #36559
surely you can fix this if you hit him again
SomeColourMage
Comment ID #36560
and The Comment That Made Me Ugly Laugh Out Loud Award™️ this week goes to….
Aria
Comment ID #36561
Geez…this helps no one.
Sometimes a Badger
Comment ID #36562
I wonder if Mike, provided he’s even given the chance, would even be able to muster up the words to tell her what he really meant, or if Unspoken Rule would just repeat itself and he’d go silent. I think it’d be best if he and Lucy could actually hash this out, especially since she just talked to him a LOT, and not letting him reply at all is kinda :/
Sugarfreefox
Comment ID #36563
One problem, Augustus id in the way and making it difficult for any real growth.
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36564
People talking like Augustus stepping in and stopping Mike from saying some crap to get Lucy’s hopes up again isn’t exactly what needs to happen. Mike needs to address his unhappy relationship with Sandy before he talks to Lucy. End of.
Nev Ravenoak
Comment ID #36565
Clock it
Elisa
Comment ID #36566
I get it. We feel bad for Mike here, and Augustus looks mean and scary, but Mike doesn’t need to drag anyone else into his orbit to distract him from his actual problem: being in a miserable relationship with Sandy. There is nothing to be talked about until he deals with that.
Nev Ravenoak
Comment ID #36567
I agree on that
But I also disagree on August
He’s being rightfully disgusting right now
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36568
What Augustus is doing rn makes me a special kind of annoyed. Lucy pours out her heart, conveying the deep pain she feels that Mike caused. Mike clearly wants to respond, and (presumably) convey his feelings too. But Augustus steps in and hangs Mike’s past “no-contact” promise over his head to guilt trip him into silence despite the fact that it’s perfectly reasonable to make an exception for this conversation. Ew.
Washington BC
Comment ID #36569
And I hate it people are cheering this on in the comments
He’s acting no different than Alejandro imo.
He needs his ass called out and equalize the playing field of his Bullshittery
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36570
I wouldn’t say he’s being as bad as the attempted rapist right now, but he’s definitely being a real piece of work
Washington BC
Comment ID #36571
Been saying it. But if you point that out to others, they’ll act like you’re crazy and gaslight you.
Latrell Walker
Comment ID #36572
August go screw off elsewhere
You made it clear and got what you want, how about you back the F off for once. What more do you want at this point?
Your just being goddamn malicious and are acting no different than Alejandro
Seriously hope he gets called out for how he is in this chapter FR
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36573
Yeah if I’m being honest, his behavior in this chapter feels more motivated by spite towards Mike vs protectiveness towards Lucy. Might have started out as the latter, but it’s the former that’s rearing its head more and more
Washington BC
Comment ID #36574
Plus
Are the characters going to gloss over the fact HE JUST OUTED LUCY SCUICIDE AND MEDICAL HISTORY IN PUBLIC?
how is that protecting her!?
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36575
That’s the main reason why I suspected this, you wouldn’t do something like that if you wanted to be considerate
Washington BC
Comment ID #36576
the Angel on David’s shoulder: You have to do something! These are some of your oldest friends! They deserve a chance to work things out!
The Devil on his shoulder: “Mike smashed our beloved Paulo’s face into a table.”
Angel: “… Yeah, no, you’re right”
whiteboypizza
Comment ID #36577
Just because Paulo forgave Mike for that doesn’t mean David has to 😤
Antares
Comment ID #36578
I think for as harsh as Augustus is being, and as much of an asshole he’s been this chapter (and believe me, that smirk definitely makes me think that it’s More than just stepping in on Lucy’s behalf), I think there’s absolutely something to what he’s saying here. I feel for Mike, I sympathize with his guilt and regret, I understand his frustrations with Lucy’s abuse towards him, and I want him to get better. But sometimes situations really are just that simple.
That doesn’t mean there can’t be complicated feelings mixed in (which I absolutely believe are abundant here), but sometimes people with complicated feelings can make pretty cut-and-dry bad choices. And that’s a really hard thing to hear and actually come to terms with! Messing up sucks, and nobody wants that dangling over their head forever. And while I don’t think Mike was Intentionally (or rather, maliciously) trying to use Lucy like that, he still did it. And he did it a Lot. And it’s going to be hard for him to actually accept he did that, but that’s a part of growing!! I really hope to see him improve
Arthur
Comment ID #36579
I want him to atone and take responsibility, I do
But not like this and how August took control this whole situation
He was in the wrong for how this played out.
And Lucy is not taking any victory or enjoyment over this, it’s just wounds being reopened and possibly festuring worse
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36580
Oh I absolutely agree; As much as I think Augustus does care for Lucy and wants her to recover and be okay, he’s absolutely prioritizing making Mike feel smaller than being there for Lucy in this moment; this page is a pretty good example of that in itself! Lucy is right there crying to herself, and Augustus is more concerned with being smug towards Mike.
Arthur
Comment ID #36581
Wonder if the title is metaphorical for August too on what’s he’s doing
He’s crossing the line in the sand in what he’s doing too
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36582
Personally I’m choosing to see it as a lot of different lines for a lot of different situations. The biggest being Mike’s behavior and insistence on being outside (that’s it’s own can of worms but yknow), Lucy already running herself ragged dealing with her nightmares on top of the situation this chapter (I imagine she’s just Tired of it all in general), Augustus literally crossing the line and involving both himself and Lucy with Mike despite her not wanting anything to do with him, etc etc.. I could even see this applying to Mike and James’ friendship considering Mike was trying to string him along as well, but that’s to be determined.
Arthur
Comment ID #36583
Auggy the guardian dog (cat). Maybe it’s for the best Augustus stopped Mike from saying anything. Mike should take some time (days) to let her words sink in properly and process the situation to have a proper response and not just another spontaneous blur of words.
Augustus, dont forget to give Lucy a hug. :(
WitchDoll
Comment ID #36584
I…don’t think he’s going to let Mike say anything here, pause or not.
Washington BC
Comment ID #36585
I hope Lucy doesn’t hug August
He was outright a disgusting prick this whole chapter
If anything I hope Lucy doesn’t hold back and call HIM out too
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36586
“Take some time” meaning hours or some days. 😐
WitchDoll
Comment ID #36587
How about a whole few weeks or months?
How are you still defending him if he basically outted her suicide and medical history IN public with strangers. This is basically opposite of protecting her.
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36588
Sure, your opinion is yours. I think that by now you understand that you and me view Augustus in two completely different lights. I don’t mind her scolding him, but I still think that he should give her a hug (or try) because she obviously needs one right now. and despite his fuck ups, I still see him as the best friend she ever had.
WitchDoll
Comment ID #36589
The time for Mike to apologize has long passed. He should’ve just let her move on.
baffledBITS
Comment ID #36590
I absolutely agree. As nice as it would be for the two of them to talk it out, nearly every opportunity they’ve had to do so, Mike has somehow messed it up. From following Lucy home from school, to following her home from taekwondo, to following her around on Halloween, blowing up at or glaring at her for daring to be cold towards him or ignore him, the Entirety of Eternal Flame… Ever since she came back, she’s been trying to avoid him and leave him alone, for the good of BOTH of them, and every time, he has been the one to approach her.
As much as I understand the complicated feelings on both sides of this, the best option for the two of them from the start would have been giving each other space for a Long while. And after Eternal Flame, I think it’s completely fair to say that if they’re ever going to make up, it’s gotta be after they move on on their own terms first
Arthur
Comment ID #36591
Got really wordy with that oops LOL. I think a lot of folks have the idea that the two of them NEED to repair their relationship, and it’s just like…. Well realistically, no, they do not. Obviously we as the audience want and expect them to, but if we’re being real about this, two people who only ever seem to make the other miserable do not actually have to “fix” their relationship. They could just stop talking to each other, and have that be it. Sometimes cutting someone out of your life is a good thing, even if it hurts!! (I say this as someone who has seen this irl Over and Over again)
Arthur
Comment ID #36592
The frustration from others (myself included) might be more over the fact that while yes, moving on is the best move, this situation has forced them together. It looked like an opportunity for them to hash it out, but Augustus has stepped in before that could happen. And for what?
Washington BC
Comment ID #36593
Oh for sure!! I have a lot of thoughts regarding Augustus’ behavior in this chapter. It’s one thing for him to stick up for Lucy, it’s another to start an entire interaction and then interrupt it when Mike might explain himself. Though, to play devil’s advocate for a second, I could see a reasonable explanation for him stopping Mike from speaking: Mike DOES have a tendency to try and deflect his actions or explain himself away, which makes himself not look bad (I mean this in an objective way, not a malicious one, I like Mike). Whether that’s actually why he stopped him or not has yet to be seen though. (And I absolutely wouldn’t be surprised if Augustus was just being spiteful)
Arthur
Comment ID #36594
You’re right, Mike has had a habit of deflecting blame, but Augustus didn’t even give him a chance to respond. He could have at least give Mike a second to try to say something before and shutting him up when it was clear that Mike wasn’t going to engage. And I do want to address one other thing you said, assuming that by “interaction” you meant the one between Mike and Lucy right now. As much as I think Augustus is being a dick here and that Mike has a right to respond to Lucy, it still was technically Mike who dragged Lucy into this. He was the one who made a rather frivolous accusation towards her.
Washington BC
Comment ID #36595
That’s a fair point actually! Poor wording on my part, Mike definitely is the one to directly drag Lucy into this. I do wish Mike had maybe been given just a little more of a chance to respond, I totally agree with the idea that Augustus could have seen if he was gonna own up to his actions first.
Arthur
Comment ID #36596
Augustus’ recent behavior really does have me tilted lol. “I’m gonna ask you not go outside on behalf of my friend even though she told me it was fine. Oh, your friends are out there? I don’t care. Do what I say. Oh, you went out anyway and are keeping to your friend circle? Let me just insert myself into that conversation and guilt trip you the whole time. And then, when my friend steps in and tells me to stop, I’m going to spill what you said to her that night, simultaneously outing her private medical information and damaging the friendship you made while trying to move on from your past fuckups. I’ll follow that up by accusing you of just using your new friend to satisfy your need for romantic attention*. And then, when my friend spills her heart out to you about her pain and you want to respond, I’m going to guilt trip you into keeping quiet, preventing any sort of understanding that might have given a silver lining to the situation that I myself had instigated.” *(This might be true)
Washington BC
Comment ID #36597
I know the situation is more complex than this, of course. Mike’s subsequent violent outburst was wrong, and his sudden inclusion of Lucy into this spat was uncalled for. But hoo-wee, Augustus seems hellbent on making this worse for everyone involved.
Washington BC
Comment ID #36598
I seriously hope lucy of all people call August out of what he’s doing when this is over or when they are alone….
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36599
agustus i love u but get out of the way omfg sksksksks
Rimimimimimi
Comment ID #36600
Aaand Augustus removes any and all chances to repair the relationship.
Amione
Comment ID #36601
Isn’t going to happen while Mike is still playing victim anyway
Nev Ravenoak
Comment ID #36602
I’m really glad to see Lucy got to give her perspective on things without feeling talked over or undermined, how Mike’s behavior, even before Eternal Flame or December or when he started icing her out after her confession, was shaping their relationship in a way she felt harmed by. Sometimes I feel like Mike really struggles to internalize how his actions impact those around him long-term, so maybe this will really sit with him. It’s rough at the same time, though, because I’d love to see Mike be able to speak this freely about his current troubles with SOMEONE, but he keeps refusing to let himself lean on anyone and the only person who I think he’d want the feedback from is the very person he went scorched-earth on over and over again 🫠
I also can’t help but wonder if he sees a little of himself in Augustus at this moment. He was someone who at some point would stick up for Lucy’s dignity in the face of people misunderstanding her, but now that role is being filled by someone else. It’s tragic! This chapter is so good!! I’m shoveling so much popcorn right in my mouth!!!
Antares
Comment ID #36603
TRUE !!
Arthur
Comment ID #36604
Lucy left quite a bit out. Though that makes sense.
Latrell Walker
Comment ID #36605
Mike is definitely feeling how Lucy felt when he put her in this same lonely position. Yes Augustus us going quite a bit far here- idk how to feel about that because I love auggie. I do know if my best friend was being treated how Lucy was by Mike I’d definitely have a hard time not going and paying a visit to mess up whoever hurt my friend, however auggie is taking it a little far 😬 BUT Mike is fully feeling exactly how Lucy felt now. The overwhelming guilt, feeling completely alone how he made her feel. The difference between Lucy and Mike with how toxic they both have been is that Lucy has recognized her wrongs and is actively changing herself for the better. Mike refuses to be the bad guy and change for the better. He sees himself as he could do no wrong. He NEEDS to finally act on it and make changes for the better for himself like Lucy. They have both been toxic and in the wrong but Lucy has been working on being better- but Mike hasn’t. I hope at least with all of this crazy horrible chaos that he tries to better himself and see his wrongs truely and start the path to being better. But I have a feeling just like Lucy spiraled, he is going to as well. Auggie wants him to feel the pain he put Lucy through and it’s evident with this whole chapter with Augustus. I’m just intrigued to see how it plays out and how they either make up or how things might get worse :( I hope it’s the other option but only time will tell!!!
Sky TheTiny'mhytee
Comment ID #36606
August just made things worse imo
While I want Mike to recognize and grow
This is just disgusting how it was went Bout.
My biggest issue of all is he dragged Lucy into it when she wanted no part of it
And the fact her suicide and medical history were outed in public and with strangers.
How is this even ok or justified?
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36607
Absolutely none of its okay, my only condolence is that the drama cats aren’t real and don’t actually feel pain.
American Psycho
Comment ID #36608
Augustus sure likes making a bad situation worse, doesn’t he?
SCD
Comment ID #36609
Gonna be interesting, because while he may not care if he looks like an asshole other people will notice the sadism of it. The gleeful look while Lucy/Mike are clearly upset. This random troll starting shit out of nowhere, openly and obviously manipulating people. It will undermine everything he is trying to do. They flat out weren’t talking, he made this happen, tons of people saw this start
Aeryn Monet
Comment ID #36610
I don’t think Augustus really understands what he’s doing. I don’t think he’s protecting Lucy or attacking Mike. I think he’s re-living his trauma with Melanie and is trying to use Lucy to assure himself that he can protect someone
Moonberry Jam
Comment ID #36611
People really seem to be frustrated and believe that before Augustus stepped in to tell Mike he doesn’t get to finish that thought that Mike was really going to say something really productive that would be good for everyone and finally let these two heal. And that’s a nice thought and all but I kind of think that was the least likely outcome here by a lot. And while Augusutus is overstepping, I get why he didn’t want Mike to keep going.
I think all signs point to Mike not having been about to apologize, or even offer more context on his side of things or anythign super healthy, he was just eager to defend himself, or more specifically, defend his feelings for Lucy and insist they were real and that he really wanted her and that to him, it was ‘more complicated’ than her being used in Sandy’s absence. But…does that matter right now? Will it really help anyone? Is what Lucy or Mike needs right now to convince Lucy his romantic feelings for her were real? Does that make what happened better? At all?
Mike shouldn’t get to talk Lucy out of thinking that he never really saw her past a Sandy stand-in. He already got the chance to do that once. And succeeded. In Eternal Flame. An encore of that or relitigating what might have been chosen once isn’t needed for either so much as sitting with the ugliness of reality and what he’s already decided to do.
mobsterseeker
Comment ID #36612
🎯🎯🎯
Elisa
Comment ID #36613
EEEEXACTLY!!
Arthur
Comment ID #36614
ok but I don’t think Mike was going to say anything helpful to his cause and that’s why I want Augustus to allow it
SomeColourMage
Comment ID #36615
Mike should get to say his piece; it would be really dramatic. It might even make Augustus verbally giga karate chop him.
American Psycho
Comment ID #36616
Or maybe Augustus should’ve never approached Mike about coming outside in the first place after he kept the 1st promise. Only to air out Lucy’s trauma to a stranger, just so he could back Mike into a corner over an assumption.
Which it was, because Augustus doesn’t know what’s been bothering Lucy recently. Or if her current nightmare sequences are even related to Mike at all. None of us know yet!
However, Augustus purposely put them both in a position of proximity. While claiming to be protecting Lucy. Yet how is smirking in Mike’s face while Lucy is crying and shaking over what just happened protection? Simple answer, it’s not. A protector doesn’t do things like this.
Then he had the nerve to stop Mike from speaking when he put both of them in this situation. Is a crap ton of audacity. When Mike would’ve never attempted to speak to Lucy if it wasn’t for Augustus.
So let’s keep it real. This situation may have been a product of Lucy and Mike’s past. Yet it was completely orchestrated by Augustus who didn’t care about anyone else, just his own self-gratification.
Elmanii
Comment ID #36617
dude this is a left turn but my crazy conspiracy theory is sometime within the next twenty chapters or so, augustus gives mike to alejandro and shit goes MORE BONKERS THAN EVER. hear me out. this becomes augustus’ chance to get alej off his back while hiding lucy from alej and protecting her (something he wasn’t able to do for melanie) by handing over mike instead in a misguided attempt to “fix things”. bonus points for insanity if it happens during valentine’s day and sandy is collateral. i don’t know how or why exactly we get there but that’s my MatPat Game Theory Epic Prediction. this is me pulling out my “The End Is Nigh” sign out in the street with my whole chest rn i know this sounds nuts but something in augustus’ smirk i can FEEL IT
Aria
Comment ID #36618
please read this while imagining me as charlie from it’s always sunny in front of the pepe silvia red string board
Aria
Comment ID #36619
Although the theory sounds kinda plausible. I doubt Augustus would jeopardize himself to meet with Alejandro knowing he doesn’t want to be found by him. Along with him turning Mike in to Alejandro I don’t think Augustus is that insane to do something that borderline crazy. On top of that, August probably doesn’t even know the interaction that happened between Mike and his friends with Alejandro so imagine if Lucy found out what Augustus did….. yeah in a way the plot would go borderline insanity.
Sap
Comment ID #36620
aug does have some knowledge on the interaction alej had with The Crew because he was supposed to help lead alej to them/help find them and then got distracted by daisy. there’s been multiple references to the fact alej wants to find them (particularly mike and lucy) and augustus is aware of it. he did choose to help lucy when she was bleeding out rather than call alej to her (which lucy even thought he might! its why she freaked out when augustus pulled out his phone and made the comment about making things easy for him, iirc). i also think augustus could totally stage something to lead alej to mike without risking himself! i do agree that the main things keeping him from it is the risk factor, his hatred of alejandro, and knowing that lucy would almost certainly Not Approve. but if pushed far enough into this weird guard dog complex he has going on… i’m just saying HEAR ME OUT.
Aria
Comment ID #36621
the plot would definitely go sideways though LOL but i feel alejandro is definitely gonna come back around in some way. he has been haunting the narrative all this time so i feel like something is likely to happen with him even if it isn’t as nutso as i’m dreaming it might be
Aria
Comment ID #36622
Oh for sure, I agree there’s definitely going to be a 2nd encounter with Alejandro, I mean I’m sure Alejandro hasn’t gotten over the fact Augustus left him and if Toby was to snitch him out 100% Alejandro will be more willing to find him. I definitely see Alejandro as some antagonist of this comic since he is definitely had some negative impacts to some of the characters in this comic and still have some plot left about him wanting to get some sort of revenge.
Sap
Comment ID #36623
I also think, Augustus is someone who could definitely back track and do something as to lure Alejandro to Mike based on the events that are happening in this chapter. If Augustus is willing to go this far to burn these cats further apart, I’m sure he is willing to make the decision to sacrifice Mike to save Lucy and although some have a good reason to applause this from Augustus because he is trying to protect Lucy when he couldn’t do the same for his ex-love. I’m sure later on the road if that was to happen he will deeply regret it as every action has a consequence
Sap
Comment ID #36624
After reading earlier pages of the comic I can defiently see where Lucy was the one who was strung along, and never Mike being the one having his emotions played with. Lucy was in Mike’s life BEFORE Sandy came along, and Lucy got completely ignored after Sandy appeared. Mike only ever started giving Lucy attention again after Sandy had left, and there was several times where he’d be caught calling Lucy Sandy.
I don’t know who all remembers the scene at the Movies, where at the end of the movie, one of the characters wishes they would have admitted their feelings before it was too late, and wasn’t a jerk to the person they actually loved out of fear of rejection. That hit a cord with Lucy pretty bad, but at the same time she had a VERY good reason to be afraid of rejection. She knew that if Sandy ever came back in Mike’s life, or someone like her, Mike would pick them over her any day. Despite his constant advances toward Lucy. Regardless of all that, Lucy could not get pasted the fact that she did love Mike. And it seemed that every time she started to lower her walls and started to think, “it might work, it might be okay” something would happen to justify her fears even more.
Despite her feelings, she still supported Mike with his advances to Sandy, cause she knew his true feelings, and knew they’d never change for her. Ever. and he proved that time and time again, until it litterally broke her.
Yes, she was pretty violent at times, but looking back into the comic, Mike pretty much fed into those tendencies, and supported them rather than express how they actually annoyed him deep down, until he blew up at her over them. Which only happened because he “Didn’t need her anymore, and had Sandy back.”
Paulo deserved to be kicked as much as he was because he would inapproperately touch her several times.
Onistina
Comment ID #36625
Ugh.. this is kind of getting painful to watch. From the first thing Mike says being “it wasn’t that simple” its clear the conversation wasn’t going to go anywhere productive. Mike was going to trip over himself trying to justify and explain himself because “no, that’s not what happened/what I meant/what I did” because whatever happened was never his intention… or something. I kind of wonder if Augustus is reacting like this because he wished he could have defended Melanie from Alejandro like this…
Vito
Comment ID #36626
That’s what I also think. Agustus is so defensive because there’s already one friend (ex lover) that he couldn’t protect. I also agree on the Mike part. For once he should take time to reflect better.
WitchDoll
Comment ID #36627
But what he said is true. It wasn’t simple. If things had been simple they both would’ve admitted their feelings for each other from the very beginning and would’ve been a healthy couple right off the bat.
Yet the fact of the matter is, due to their own insecurities it was never going to be simple. You may not think the conversation might’ve been productive. However, let’s not get it twisted. What we are witnessing right now. Isn’t Mike or Lucy’s fault.
This is a product of Augustus’s actions and he didn’t care who got hurt. Airing out Lucy’s trauma to a stranger, backing Mike into an unnecessary corner based on his own speculations, then gloating after hurting two people who are already vulnerable. One of which he says he’s protecting.
Yet how did any of this protect Lucy? All I see is a young man who overstepped and is now gloating about the damage he caused to everyone around him. Because smirking in Mike’s face while Lucy is off to the side shaking and crying because of the wounds he reopened over a hunch. Isn’t and will never be the actions of a protector.
Then again, this isn’t the first time that Augustus has gone too far. So I guess Mike and Lucy aren’t the only one’s who still have much growing to do.
Elmanii
Comment ID #36628
They should continue fighting
iluC
Comment ID #36629
from what we’ve seen prior, lucy hates being coddled or at least decisions made in her stead (like how she complains about jordan and augustus making a fuss about her walking home alone in ch. 114) because it strips her of her autonomy, well intended or not.
i think at some point in this chapter, likely when it’s just the two of them, she’ll draw her own line in the sand with augustus too because he took it too far (again, even if he meant well by getting mike to back off physically), because she probably wasn’t ready to face the truth in how she’s internalized her feelings regarding mike
but that’s just my speculation :-)
bisflorescentia
Comment ID #36630
This chapter has been :/ . Mike was and has been in the wrong, he did some pretty shitty things. But so has Lucy, and it feels very much like she has been given way more grace.
It’s so wild seeing so many people just brush actual physical violence off because they like Lucy more. She is showing us she hasn’t grown that much, and that she knows what she’s doing. She’s using violence because she is upset and wants to control the situation, just like Mike. The only difference is it’s not ok when Mike does it, even though arguably all Mike did was push Augustus down, where as Lucy ( martial arts trained Lucy) kicked Mike hard in the gut. Neither use of violence is justified. It’s just weird seeing people ignore Lucy doing worse violence in almost the same breath as Mike.
I understand her perspective and I definitely think it’s important for us to see it. It puts a lot of things into perspective. It’s very valuable.
That said I feel like this arc is just going to spiral into Mike not being allowed to grow, and Lucy getting no real closure because Augustus ripped open a wound that was healing. Yet he’s being praised as a hero when all he did was retruamtize everyone, and cause more stress for both Lucy and mike.he absolutely did not protect her, he actively made a hostile situation for her.
Now her business if back out there and fresh. It’ll possible activate her peir group to close in around her and pry, forcing her to relive that stress and pain, and possibly have her questioning herself again when she shouldn’t have to.
And Mike is not going to grow. He’s going to lose the tiniest amount of grace he has in his new friend group because of how Augustus and Lucy painted him. James isn’t going to ask for his side and neither are the rest.
This feels a lot like ‘and now Mike will just suffer endlessly cause he was a messy grade schooler.’
I hope I’m wrong about this honestly.
Kailey Mortell
Comment ID #36631
Mike assaulted Augustus that wasn’t just a push down. Augustus was hurt and in a daze. Saying it was just a push is brushing off physical violence. Lucy only resorted to physical violence to get Mike to back off from hurting Augustus further. It was self-defense and she immediately backed off when it wasn’t needed anymore. If you’re talking about her previous episodes of physical violence, then nobody is saying that it was okay. She’s given more grace b/c unlike Mike she makes a conscious effort to change.
I think Augustus did the right thing b/c for once Lucy got to express her feelings and sadness instead of throwing the usual scorn. Also, she hasn’t been ‘healing’ she’s been getting worse enough for Augustus to notice. That’s why he asked for space from Mike (which Mike just casually ignored after agreeing to it). Mike hasn’t grown at all even now he is just downplaying his actions to make himself look better.
Machias
Comment ID #36632
I diaagree. His body language reads more as being startled and having a PTSD reaction from past abuse. He seemed scared not hurt but even so, I advise you to look back at those pages. Mike approaches, grabs his face and shoved him down. He was already mostly to the ground when he did it too. You can tell by how hunched over Mike is before he shoved him fully. He doesn’t act like he’s going to do anything else. Observe the distance between them when he starts yelling and the smirk on augustis’s face. He was fine. Lucy kicks him because he starts to say she strung him along.
This is what I mean when I say people give Lucy a pass. It’s exactly how she treated him before everything went down. She would lash out when her emotions got high. This is a backslide for her using violence because her emotions are difficult to manage. I think she realizes this too when we see her observe how much she hurt him in that moment.
Both of them performed assault here.
Augustus did not do the right thing in my eyes. She could have at any point she wanted aired these feelings with Mike but did not want to. Augustus is forcing her to be in a situation she did not ask for because it’s satisfying for him to bully what he perceives as another bully. He outted Lucy’s personal information to a stranger to make Mike twist in the wind. IDK about you, but I think it’s really shitty to tell an absolute stranger about a very personal and traumatic exerience without talking to you first. He wasn’t thinking of Lucy first in this. He was reveling in a feeling of power over someone he deemed lesser.
Lucy is a strong girl, she doesn’t have a problem speaking her mind, and instead of having this confrontation she wanted to just try to move on. It’s clear in every other interaction she’s had with the past friend group. This wasn’t what she wanted or what was good for her. She gave Paulo more space to talk and he sexual harassed her for years. Again something people just glaze over because they like Paolo.
Also, Mike is allowed to talk about his perspective as well. Despite how everyone seems to feel. They were both bad to each other but no one will let Mike actually talk about anything. His POV is constantly shut down. People cannot grow or move on if they can’t work through those feelings. Saying that Mike needs to just shut up and deal is really not helpful for anyone.
They both hurt each other in different ways, but only Lucy gets to be hurt by their shared experience. That’s why I say it feels very uneven in whom has been given grace.
Kailey Mortell
Comment ID #36633
Preach
Washington BC
Comment ID #36634
THANK YOU!
Finally! Someone who actually understands and see the real problem here so much
And above all, not everyone here is in the right for what’s all happening through our this whole thing
And like you said, August isn’t protecting or helping, he just reopen personal wounds and threw Lucy into a situation she did not wanted to be in again
Rocky Wolfknight
Comment ID #36635
I love Lucy, but come on. I wish more people could see that Mike and Lucy are literally two sides of the same coin.
Because y’all can see that Mike is playing “victim” because of his violent outbursts due to not dealing with his emotions in a healthy manner by talking to his other friends or a trusted adult. Yet you’re blind to the fact that Lucy did the same exact thing.
She had violent outbursts and never shared her feelings with other friends or a trusted adult. Then proceeded to throw herself off of a roof because of what Mike said in response to also not dealing with his own emotions which escalated with each incident. Yet conveniently people forget that Lucy also had other friends and wasn’t alone, just like Mike.
Yet y’all make fun of Mike for not going to those friends, when Lucy didn’t go to hers either. You know why? Because at the core of it all Mike and Lucy are so co-dependent on other people. That if they can’t latch onto each other, they attach themselves to other people like “parasites”. Does that line sound familiar? It truly fits both of them.
They literally don’t know how to exist on their own. Mike still chases affection from others, and becomes easily attached to those who give it to him. While Augustus is Lucy’s current replacement for Mike after he saved her. They both still have other friends and refuse to talk to them.
Because they want to cling to specific people, and not even those they hang around know what really goes on in their minds. Which is why Augustus just assumed that Mike’s presence outside was bothering Lucy without actually discussing it with her.
Lucy and Mike still need a lot of help and things are only being made worse by certain people around them. A lot of y’all cheered Augustus on for putting Mike in his place by telling Lucy’s business to people she never gave him permission to tell. While not realizing by doing so, Lucy also got caught in the crossfire because of what he did and had to relive some of that trauma.
We could all see Lucy crying and shaking, but Augustus didn’t care about how his actions might have affected her healing progress. He was too busy smirking in Mike’s face to see the damage he’s done. And let’s make this clear, you don’t do things like that to people you want to protect. So tell me how any of this helped Lucy? Yet I guess, sticking it to Mike these days matters more than Lucy’s well-being. Congratulations.
Elmanii
Comment ID #36636
That’s exactly why I can’t wrap my head around.
Why are people defending or justifying August when he basically outed Lucy medical history and suicide attempt IN PUBLIC and in front of people she doesn’t know? On top of it all, drag her in a situation related to Mike she doesn’t want anything to do or deal with at all when she wants to move on.
Like how is that defending or protecting her at all??
As you said, August could have likely hinder or damage her healing process, cause he basically reopened trauma and wounds for her, just to drag Mike through the mud and get him to feel how Lucy feels
None of this is ok at all for any side
I really hope the writers got something good planned for this end ch cause I’m honestly scared it’s just gonna be August wins with no consequences, or any consequences on either side and it all falls on Mike.
Rocky Wolfknight